CHINA'S SEXIEST TEACHER WTF OMFG?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!

WHAT THE FUCK!??!?!?!!?

SERIOUSLY WHAT TEH FUCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK

IVE NEVER SEEN SUCH A HOT-SMOKING-GORGEOUS ROUNDED BREASTS

CHINESE WOMAN IN MY LIFE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

WHAT THE FUCK SERIOUSLY?!?!?!

I DONT KNOW ABOUT YOU

BUT TO ME SHE IS SERIOUSLY THE HOTTEST CHINA GIRL I'VE EVER SEEN IN MY ENTIRE FUCKING LIFE!!!!!!!!

SO FUCKING GORGEOUS

SO FUCKING CUTE

AND YOU KNOW WHAT?!?!?!!? SHE'S A FREAKING PRIMARY SCHOOL TEACHER!!!!! WTF?!?!?!?!?!?!

Real Name: Zhu Songhua / 朱松花
Nickname: Yuhua
Occupation: Teacher
Height: 168 cm
Weight: 50 kg
Measurements :85 -67-88
Hometown: Nantong, Jiangsu, China
Blood type: O
Birthday: January 31
Boyfriend Name : Prince_EVO

SHE FUCKING HAS A BOYFRIEND?!?! GO DAI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! IM SO GOING TO HUNT THAT BASTARD DOWN!!!!!


FUCK I CANT STOP THINKING HOW HOT SHE IS
O_O!!!!!!!!
FUCK ITS THE FIRST TIME I FELT LIKE WANKING SO BADLY!!!YES YOU HAVE EVERY RIGHT TO ACT CUTE AND STILL LOOK GORGEOUS!!! YOU HAVE THE LICENSE!!!


OH MAN THOSE CURVES!!!



YOUR SO DAMN FRIGGING CUTEEEEE~!!!! @_@!!!!!!! *gasps for air*

"According to a Yangtse Evening News report, almost overnight, this lithe and graceful bodied, delicate faced, sweet smiled, fashionably and sexily dressed natural beauty became famous online, with netizens wildly spreading her photographs and videos but most surprised by her identity — an elementary/primary school language teacher. As a result, she has also gained the title of “China’s Sexiest Female Teacher”. "

Read more: Lulu pages: China's Sexiest Female Teacher http://lulu-pages.blogspot.com/2010/10/chinas-sexiest-female-teacher.html#ixzz1Ds769Xb7

EVERYTHING ABOUT YOU IS SIMPLY GORGEOUS!?!?!?


HOW CAN SOMEONE AS CUTE AND GORGEOUS AS YOU EXIST?!?!?!?!?
ANYONE WHO DISAGREES WITH ME CAN GO TO HELL FOR ALL I CARE!!!!

"Her name is Zhu Songhua, a language teacher for No. 1 Primary School Attached to Jiangsu Nantong, and over the last several days, she has experienced great popularity on the internet but at the same time has also suffered criticism and skepticism. “I’m just an ordinary person, just want to live a normal life, not trying to gain publicity,” this award-winning outstanding teacher said."


I'M A NAUGHTY STUDENT PLEASE PUNISH MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!! XD
Ahhhhhh, your just so damn gorgeous! No matter how you look!
Such an innocent look... AND SHE'S 30 YEARS OLD?!?!?!?!

UNMARRIED????!?!??!?!? ARE GUYS BLIND OR SOMETHING??!?!!?!? I'D BE AFTER HER IN A FREAKING HEARTBEAT FOR GOD'S SAKE!!


NO WORDS CAN FULLY EXPRESS YOUR BEAUTY! THE STUDENTS IN YOUR PRIMARY SCHOOL ARE SO LUCKY THAT THEY DON'T EVEN KNOW IT!!!

YOU STILL LOOK GOOD WITH THOSE ON! OMFG!!!!!

"In early September, Zhu Songhua appeared on Jiangsu Satellite Television’s “Happy Night” program’s “My Teacher Is Special” segment, and upon going on stage, she caused a stir, with the audience immediately praising her as being pretty/good-looking."

YOU MUST BE AN ANGEL DESCENDED FROM HEAVEN!!!!!!!!! @_@



THAT NATURAL LOOK OF YOURSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS
I'D BE YOUR PILOT ANYDAY!!!!!!! XDOH MY GAWDDDDDDDDDDDDDD!!!

HAVE I EVER BEEN SO CRAZY OVER A WOMAN I DON'T EVEN KNOW?!?!?!?!

"When she was asked on the show about the teaching profession, she replied that she believes there are no bad students, only bad teachers, that teaching students love and responsibility is the most important, and when she encounters a naughty child, she doesn’t severely criticize but rather patiently guides/teaches."

OH I CAN BE NAUGHTY IF YOU WANT LAO SHI!!!! XDDDDD

I'LL MAKE SURE I LEARN ALL THE 'MANDARIN' I CAN FROM YOU!!!!!





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*heart* heart* heart*OH NO DONT MAKE ME IMAGINE SUCH LEWID THINGS!! XDDD

"At No. 1 Primary School Attached to Jiangsu Nantong, it was learned that ever since graduating from Nantong Normal University Zhu, Songhua has been working continuously as a language teacher and tutor at this school to this day. The Zhu Songhua on the internet [photos] appears to be an open-minded, fashionable and trendy beauty, but in she is actually an outstanding teacher while at work.

After becoming famous online, many of her students’ parents have not looked at her differently, believing that females wanting to be beautiful is nature, that a beautiful woman attending class may make the classroom atmosphere more invigorating and relaxed, and what parents care about more is the teacher’s teaching ability."


SOME PICS ARE JUST FRIGGING WORTH LOOKING AT FOR A SECOND TIME!!!!

*)!#$)*(!*$()!*&%(@$*@#_($@_$(@_($ WHY ISN'T IT ME?!?!?!?!?!? WHY?!?!?!!?

"Her colleague expressed, Zhu Songhua loves teaching and has always been exceptionally talented amongst the teaching staff, that she normally does not dress and make-up herself like what is seen in her [online] photographs but rather simply, relying on her outstanding teaching ability and affable teaching attitude to gain the students’ favor [be popular with the students].

In recent years, she has won first place in the school’s young teachers teaching competition, has previously represented the school in teaching competitions, winning the Nantong City Chongchuan District second prize. In addition, she’s won first prize for the Nantong City Chongchuan District chalk writing competition, and has also written many articles published on the province’s periodical magazine."




CAN I BE THE CAR?!?!? CAN YOU SIT ON ME?!?!?!?!

"Flipping the traditional image on its head, fashionably and sexily dressed with a lithe and graceful body and sweet face, Jiangsu elementary school teacher Zhu Songhua has been named “China’s sexiest female teacher” by netizens.



In early September, while appearing on Jiangsu Satellite Television’s “Happy Night” program’s “My teacher is special” segment, she caused a stir, with the male special guest immediately shouting “pretty/good-looking”, and even the male host Peng Yu unable to hide a shy expression.



Zhu Songhua is No. 1 Primary School Attached to Jiangsu Nantong’s 3rd grade language teacher and tutor. With regards to the her teaching profession, Zhu Songhua said on the show, “there are no bad students, only bad teachers, when I encounter a naughty child, I will patiently guide/teach.” With such remarks full of caring and patience, no wonder netizens have said “Encountering this kind of teacher, I hope I never graduate!”

( I NEVER WANT TO GRADUATE EITHER!)

Zhu Songhua is 30-years-old this year, unmarried, 168cm tall, weighs 50kg, and her measurements are 34, 26, 34.



Indeed very gorgeous/glamorous, and I bet the children all like attending her class. However, are the children in the class listening to the lesson or just staring at her?"

WHYY?!??!?!? WHY CAN'T YOU BE MY TEACHER?!?? DON'T GIVE ME THAT SWEET INNOCENT LOOK I'LL SERIOUSLY MELT IN MY CHAIR!!!!!

I SWEAR I WOULD BE A NAUGHTY STUDENT SO I'LL GET ALL YOUR ATTENTION!!! XDDDD

And perhaps some alone time hohohoho =333333

BWAHAHAH!!

Seriously, she is the HOTTEST SEXIEST MOST GORGEOUS WOMAN I've EVER SEEN IN MY ENTIRE LIFEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!

SHE'S TOTALLY MY TYPE!!

WHY AM I BORN IN MALAYSIA?!?!?!

WHY CAN'T I BE IN HER CLASS?!?!?!?!!? WHY1?!??!?!?!!?!?

TELL MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!! XDDD

HAHAHAH!

I DON'T THINK I CAN SLEEP TONIGHT!

IT'S ALREADY 5AM!!

I WAS SURFING ALL NIGHT LONG FOR HER PICTURES!!!!!!!!!

WELL I THINK I SHOULD GO NOW!! CLASS STARTS IN 4 HOURS!!

GOOD NIGHTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT!! XDDDDD


Zhu Songhua =333333

p.s. If I ever met a girl like her I'll definitely go after her!!!!! XD IF YOUR A NORMAL GUY THAT'S WHAT YOU WOULD DO! XD I'VE NEVER MET A GIRL WITH SUCH HIGH LEVEL OF ATTRACTIONS BEFORE!!!!! XD

Go china =)

Skirts!

I was just having a conversation with my niece a few hours ago

niece : Eh! I can't climb tmr! Sister graduating tomorrow~! And oh! I got 20/20 for my econs test!

me : Oh! Okayyyyy~! Maybe we climb on Tuesday or something. Oh yea! Good job, provided you did the test without copying OHHOHOHO!

niece : WTFFFF~! Damn bastard wei you TUESDAY YOU DIEEE~!

me : HAHAHHAHA! LOL! Joking la, just pulling your skirt only la. Wait. YOU DON'T WEAR A SKIRT BWAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!

niece : .....

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HAHA! Omggg~! I'm so lame XD But ah! I just realized that Malaysian culture, you don't REALLY see many girls wearing skirts nowadays, even with the weather being so hot.

Hrm, usually it's jeans nowadays. Usually lar. Oh, Hopefully one day skirts will become more trendy again. Then we can go SKIRT CHASING BWAHAHAHA!

Just a thought! It'd be fun. Just hope no one gets killed. Girls can be.... Scary... Seriously lmao. (speaking from experience)

WHY CAN'T THIS BE LIKE JAPAN WHERE THE GIRLS IN SCHOOLS WEAR SHORT SKIRTS?!?!?!?!?!?!?! WHYYYY?!?!?!?!!?!?!?!?!? !?!?!?!?!?!?

T_T

I guess that's Malaysia for you! Maybe in the next life, I wouldn't mind being born in Japan, IF I DO HAVE A NEXT LIFE! XD
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I came across a few videos about relationships just now while surfing the net.

Was some pretty good stuff to listen to. I never knew body language was can be understood that way. Various other stuff like dating, keeping the romance alive, orgasms, sex after birth, etc etc. Flirting signs and all that stuff.

Don't know if I can remember all of it, but I hope it's implanted in my subconcious at least.

It started to make me think, hey. Maybe communication is just the best way of sorting things out.

Rather than you know, keeping others in the dark, maybe it's better to just talk things out?

Yeah, maybe. I don't really know. But I do think that maybe, I'm not being totally myself lately.

The last time I went through this phase, was when I liked this girl about 2 years ago. I still know her now, but not really close. After I knew she had a bf I started backing away and going into hibernation mood sort of? Didn't wanna affect her relationship or anything of the sort.

Yeah, I managed to forget that girl after a few months of hibernation. And my feelings just died. I was... relieved. Thank god I lost my feelings for her. Now I realize she's actually totally not suitable for me.

It seems a little like now. Strange. But this time it's more longer period. Lmao. I've never been off facebook for more than a month before.

And the thing is I don't even feel like going back. It's like there are unpleasant things there.

Strangely, it's more of a subconcious thing than it is a concious thing. I managed to find other ways to occupy my time. And to be honest, perhaps I did spend too much time on facebook in those days.

But now that I think of it, perhaps maybe I should change my approach to my problems. Forgetting isn't such a bad thing, but once I do forget, I should try and repair the relationship? But the only way I can do it is if I forget everything first.

I probably can do it if I put my mind to it.

That girl, from 2 years ago, everything turned back to normal after I forgot. I really had no interest in being close to her anymore.

I can definitely do it. Forget. I must forget everything. Seal everything away for now. I don't need those things in this phase of my life. Right now I gotta focus on building a good career.

And I've got 5 years. I'll admit it's a short time, but I should be at least able to produce something a little above average of what most people at 25 can produce. I gotta believe and keep working hard

And also probably have fun along the way aha!

Meet new friends. I started to open up more to my climbing friends, a little. Maybe cause I spend so much time there nowadays.

I certainly got stronger. Climbing helps you forget certain problems in your life sometimes. Not in a bad way. It just genuinely makes you remember that there is a lot of joys to life, just like climbing, ya know? Life isn't all that bad, even when bad things happen like rejection, or heart breaks, or injury etc etc

At the very least, I still have a goal to work towards. That's probably what I'm aiming for.

To be honest, lately I've become a little more relaxed than before. More alone time. More relax time. Over this holiday I've been gaming, climbing mostly, and working a small portion of the time.

Unfortunately this will be the other way around once college starts on monday.

So the question is, what do I do now?

Well, I guess I'll just go with the flow, for now I'll let fate decide.

But when the time comes I'll take the reigns and steer fate in my own direction. For now it seems to be leading me in a pretty okay direction. Physically, I'm uninjured from climbing, despite how much I climb. That's nearly a miracle

And mentally, well, I've been able to keep distract myself, and forget. Slowly but surely.

Once this phase is over I'm sure I'll become someone else.

HAHA! Sometimes I wonder if I'll ever facebook again? It'll be a pity if I don't. Then I won't get to reply everyone's birthday wish to me.

I dearly miss expressing myself on facebook. Probably why I always blog nowadays. And yeah, I do sort of miss looking at my friend's posts etc etc.

I've a busy week ahead. Not particularly looking forward to it. But hey, I should cheer up eh? I'm probably too tired from all that gaming and climbing. I should start sleeping early again. It's either I'm at the climbing gym or I'm in front of my PC. Wow. What a combo?

Sleep calls for me. I shall go now =)

I guess it's time to change.

P.s. Oh other worldly forces of nature, please let me dream of skirts tonight XD

Paralyzer

I hold on so nervously to me and my drink
I wish it was coolin' me
But so far has not been good, it's been shitty
And I feel awkward, as I should

This club has got to be the most pretentious thing
Since I thought you and me
Well, I am imagining a dark lit place
Or your place or my place

Well I'm not paralyzed but I seem to be struck by you
I wanna make you move because you're standin' still
If your body matches what your eyes can do
You'll probably move right through me on my way to you

I hold out for one more drink before I think
I'm lookin' too desperately
But so far has not been fun, I should just stay home
If one thing really means one

This club will hopefully be closed in three weeks
That would be cool with me
Well, I'm still imagining a dark lit place
Or your place or my place

Well I'm not paralyzed but I seem to be struck by you
I wanna make you move because you're standin' still
If your body matches what your eyes can do
You'll probably move right through me on my way to you

Well I'm not paralyzed but I seem to be struck by you
I wanna make you move because you're standin' still
If your body matches what your eyes can do
You'll probably move right through me on my way to you

Not paralyzed but I seem to be struck by you
I wanna make you move because you're standin' still
If your body matches what your eyes can do
You'll probably move right through me on my way to you
You'll probably move right through me on my way to you
You'll probably move right through me on my way to you

The Holiday feels short =)

YO~! It's already... Friday HAHA!

I guess it's already the end huh? As I expected, the 2nd week pasts faster than the first week LOL!

WELL NOW!

I finished playing Mass Effect, spent about 40-50 hours of game time HAHA! Since last saturday, installed the game, finished it a few hours ago~!

Awesome game. I will probably start playing Mass Effect 2 soon after taking a break ffor a while!

As expected, great story line from bioware, and gameplay was good although a bit repetitious sometimes with the sidequests

But it's all good! Enjoyed it. And you get to have sex with an alien too, HOW COOL IS THAT?!?!?!

Genius la, Bioware is simply genius. Their ability to provide multiple storylines in a third person shooter game is what makes the gameplay so interesting. And they are coming out with dragon age 2 NEXT MONTH!! I SO TOTALLY CANT WAITTTTTTTTT~!! =D

But ah, the holidays are coming to an end soon. I guess my gaming time and relaxation time is coming to an end soon. It was fun while it lasted =) I'll probably still play, but not so much now that college starts

That's where all the work comes in, college, club activities, climbing, other external activities. Oh boy, Life gets hectic again =)

Still~! I cant wait for the 4 months break I'm gonna have after may

It spells MEGA-GAMING TIME!! BWAHAHHA!!

But who knows, I might opt to do internship, I heard there is one for my course, though it's optional.

Just maybe. If I'm outta games or something XD But that's impossible. There are LOADSSSSS out there waiting for me to get my hands on em =)

6 months ago, I didn't think I would be playing mass effect, until I finish the game, in fact.

6 months ago, my circle of friends was totally different from now.

Do I even have a circle of friends now? LOLLLLL! Well yeah, climbing friends mostly HAHA

but yeah, much smaller than what it used to be

I can't imagine what life will be like 6 months from now.

6 months is a lot of time, and more often than not, we change. More than we realize.

I'm not the same person I was 6 months ago.

And I doubt I'll be the same in 6 months time =)

It'll be... August by then. I wonder. What life's gonna be like then? What new things I'll learn about life. How much stronger I'll get in climbing. Or weaker? I don't know.

That's why life is fun. Unexpected things always happen, and we have to learn to change and adapt to it.

That's how life really works. Nothing is really constant. Even if adapting to change is harder than resisting change, you might just find new found happiness in a different way of life

Yeah! I discovered I can also enjoy the nerdy and introvert kind of stay-in-front-of-pc-game life~!

Only difference is I also do sports la XD

Still! Point is, sometimes you never know if the change might be better. If it's worse you can always change again or just change back.

I encourage you to try and change your life a little. Things just might get better. And even if they don't, eventually it will, so long as you wish to make it better.

Like now, for me, it's a little unexplainable why I'm going through this kind of phase. But I start to really understand why I'm going through it

It wasn't that I'm avoiding something. It's more like... I'm trying to forget something.

Yeah, I think so. Though I'm still not so sure. But things are going... pretty okay so far.

And I finished almost finished reading my books, need to go find new ones to read

Hey, you know, books are kinda nice

OMG IM SO TOTALLY GOING INTO THE NERD KIND OF LIFE MAN! XD

But it's not so bad, this change is actually helping me grow in a different sense

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Oh yea babeh~!

And since I'm done with Mass Effect, I checked the trailer for Mass Effect 2~!




SWEETTTT~!!!!

maybe I'll start playing next week? hohoho... =)

Ciaoz peeps =)
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It's my Big 2-0!!!

Oh mannnn!! I'm 20 years OLDDDDDDDDDDD!!!!

Not 20 years young! XD

Hahaha!! My, how time flies

Thank you to those who texted me and that one person who called me, I really APPRECIATE it and I'm TOUCHED! Even if you may never read this XD

It really means a lot to me. I start to understand how you know, meaningful a simple text or phone call can be. It makes you feel like someone still cares about you. (even if they dont HAHA)

And, for those who wished me on facebook, thank you! And sorry cuz I might not reply XD Still not returning to facebook yet. Perhaps one day I might reply. LOL!

So how did I spend my big 20 birthday?????? BY CLIMBINGGGGGG~!!!

Not such a big 20 huh? Actually you know it was quite okay climbing on my birthday

Everyone wants different things in life, I was quite satisfied climbing. Strange huh?

Compared to last year's birthday, I was.... Given a bikini and I wore the panties on my head! hahahaha! I still remember the video! It got like 20 likes on facebook! LMAO! This year, it's so different. More quiet, more climbing.

And guess what! It was sort of a treat, I did many routes today! Finished them. I felt pretty happy that I improved.

Even my friend told me I've gotten better at climbing.

Life is a cycle. Or so they say =)

Ah, yes! Something important happened today.

I was climbing with a friend, a guy named Ted.

We were talking....



me : I wanna get married in 5 years time

Ted : Wow, how old are you?

me : 20 today

Ted : Oh! Happy birthday! And wow, that's really young

me : Well yeah, but most people told me I should wait till 30 though

Ted : Nah its fine, don't listen to them

me : Yeah, everyone wants different things in life

Ted : Yeah, well I'm 38, and I'm still waiting.

me : Wow, that's like... twice my age

Ted : Mhm, I used to have a long relationship once or twice

me : Oh really? Tell me about it

Ted : I've been dating this girl for a really long time... about 4 and 1/2 years

me : mm

Ted : Everyone thought we were going to get married, but in the end...

me : yes?

Ted : We had too many differences. We started to re-evaluate our relationship

me : How so?

Ted : Like, we talked about what we wanted, how many kids, and you know, just view points about where the relationship was going

me : I see

Ted : When you are looking for someone it's not so much about the physcial attraction or anything like that. It's what's inside that's truly important. Sure, physical attraction helps, but hey, that's just a small part of the big picture

me : Wow...

Ted : So we decided to part ways, we felt that if we really forced the relationship to go on, then maybe one or both of us would end up unhappy. So to be fair to each other, we just let the relationship go.

me : That's a big decision

Ted : Yeah, so now it's just dating now on and off and stuff like that

me : mm... I hope you find someone for you man

Ted : Yeah! You too, NOW LET'S CLIMB!

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That was quite.... an interesting talk

I heard first hand from someone who is 38 years old his experiences about relationships.

Now I start to understand more.

I mean, yeah, it makes sense, the inside totally counts more than what's outside. The feelings eventually fade anyway. It makes me start to think

It is not easy to find someone who can match your personality and also on the inside, have the same kind of goals and plans about marriage. There are many things to think about when it comes to finding a good partner

You gotta get to know that person on the inside, to who he or she really is. And not only does that take a while, sometimes you never know if fate brings your soulmate your way.

Him being 38 also means, maybe you might never find someone? The thought of it scares me a little.

Ted also told me that in his younger years, when he dated that girl, he said that he had dreams and ambition, and it made it hard for him to commit to a relationship as well

So, it also means that being in a real relationship is a serious commitment. Are you willing to make the sacrifices necessary to make the relationship work? It's not an easy path. Ask anyone who is married.

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It also start to make me think. I have 5 years to go before I get married. It's not going to be easy at all

I just realized the gravity of my words

I want to get married in FIVE years. Five.

That's a huge ambition

How many 20 year olds can honestly say that?

Wow.... Wow... Now that I start to think seriously... It's a tough road ahead

But if you ask me "with all the odds stacked against you getting married by 25, do you still want to get married?"

YES.

It's not about am I able to get married

It's not about IF I will meet the right person

It's not about if I have enough money

It's about whether I will do WHAT IT TAKES to get married

It's about whether I BELIEVE I will meet the right person

It's about whether I equip myself with proper financial knowledge

And if I don't meet the right person I'll MAKE MYSELF THE RIGHT PERSON

Yes, I'll do what it takes.

Make the necessary sacrifices.

You think I can climb as often? When I get married? Chances are, unless I am financially free, no.

I do hope I can still climb. Maybe once or twice a week would be good. I'm willing to sacrifice it. Even though it's a hobby.

But getting married at 25 is my dream.

5 Years.....

And there are a lot more sacrificed to be made. But I understand why it is important to make those sacrifices. It's a commitment to the relationship. Either live with it or die with it.

It started to make me think... All those relationships that are going on now. Are they really serious? I mean. How many of them really think about marriage?

Really now... Without a goal the relationship simply isn't going to work. You have to talk openly about what you want out of a relationship

Otherwise, like Ted's case, you might start talking about those things AFTER your in a long relationship. And then find out you both might not be suitable for each other and then part ways.

What a waste of years of commitment. You could've been doing something more useful with that kind of time wasted.

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The worst thing you can do is break a promise to yourself. I promised to do my best to be able to marry the first girlfriend I have. Yes, to have only one girlfriend.

To be mono-gamous.

Yeah, there too, is a small sacrifice. I can't date girls freely. And I don't mind, because I already promised myself. And men keep their promises.

At 20, I came to the realization that, getting married is serious business, and it's not going to be easy, but there is so much to gain, and I'm not going to let my problems get in the way of getting married.

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One problem most people experience nowadays, especially during our teen years. We don't know when we want to get married

If I ask someone, maybe he or she would say.... 27 or 28. Or even 30 who knows?

but you see, it was just a Casual answer.

They didn't really treat it as a serious answer

It's more like "IF I can I'll get married by 27 or 28" rather than "I WILL get married by 27 or 28"

That's why I wonder IF they really will get married too, and have a succesful marriage.

Look. Let me tell you, you don't really want to get married.

Why? Because if you really DID want to get married by 27 or 28, then you would THINK ABOUT IT EVERY SINGLE DAY OF YOUR FRIGGING LIFE!

Yes. You are what you think about, most of the time. THINK ABOUT IT

I'm always thinking about climbing

Always thinking about getting married

Always thinking about changing the world.

Everyday. EVERY SINGLE DAY OF MY LIFE.

And you know how powerful the mind is? It will bring into reality what was fantasy in your mind.

That's why you need to believe

SURE, you might get married anyway, but let me tell you this, if it wasn't your goal then what's the point?

If it's not your goal, then it means that you married out of convenience. IT means that you might have trouble making the sacrifices necessary to make the marriage work.

You might not end up happy.

but if it was your goal, then you already know, the sacrifices necessary. You already know, that this is what you want.

You already understood fully what your partner is like before marrying them. And accepting their faults as well

To some, this might make sense, to others, it doesn't.

But to me it does, and bottom line is I'm getting married by 25.

Why? Why 25? Because I need to set a dateline. You don't say "okay I'll hand in my homework someday" or "I'll get married someday"

What? Man, that proves that your really not serious about what you want out of life.

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Well! That's all for now folks! It was nice chatting withcha =)

Always a pleasure

Tata!!!! Oh, Just as a bonus I'll include a "Game of Love" by Michelle Branch and Santana

Fucking mad guitar skills by Santana

p.s. Michelle Branch = HAWT

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Tell me just what you want me to be
One kiss and boom, you're the only one for me

So please tell me why
Don't you come around no more
'Cause right know I'm crying
Outside the door of your candy store

It just takes a little bit of this, a little bit of that
It started with a kiss, now we're up to bat
A little bit of laughs, a little bit of pain
I'm tellin' you, my babe, it's all in the game of love

This, whatever you make it to be
Sunshine will set on this cold lonely sea

So please baby, try
And use me for what I'm good for
It ain't sayin' goodbye
That's knockin' down the door of your candy store

It just takes a little bit of this, a little bit of that
It started with a kiss, now we're up to bat
A little bit of laughs, a little bit of pain
I'm tellin' you, my babe, it's all in the game of love
It's all in this game of love

You roll me, control me, console me, please hold me
You guide me, divide me into what

So please tell me
Why don't you come 'round no more
'Cause right now I'm dying
Outside the door of your lovin' store

It just takes a little bit of this, a little bit of that
It started with a kiss, now we're up to bat
A little bit of laughs, a little bit of pain
I'm tellin' you, my babe, it's all in the game of love

It's all in this game of love
It's all in the game of love
Let's play the game of love

Roll me, control me, please hold me

A little bit of laughs, a little bit of pains
A little bit of this, a little bit of that
A little bit of laughs, a little bit of pains

Fuck she's pretty

Turn it inside out so I can see
The part of you that's drifting over me
And when I wake you're never there
But when I sleep you're everywhere
You're everywhere

Just tell me how I got this far
Just tell me why you're here and who you are
'Cause every time I look
you're never there
And every time I sleep
you're always there

'Cause you're everywhere to me
And when I close my eyes it's you I see
You're everything I know
that makes me believe
I'm not alone
I'm not alone

I recognize the way you make me feel
It's hard to think that
you might not be real
I sense it now, the water's getting deep
I try to wash the pain away from me
Away from me

'Cause you're everywhere to me
And when I close my eyes it's you I see
You're everything I know
that makes me believe
I'm not alone
I'm not alone

I am not alone
Whoa, oh, oooh, oh

And when I touch your hand
It's then I understand
The beauty that's within
It's now that we begin
You always light my way
I hope there never comes a day
No matter where I go
I always feel you so

'Cause you're everywhere to me
And when I close my eyes it's you I see
You're everything I know
that makes me believe
I'm not alone
'Cause you're everywhere to me
And when I catch my breath
it's you I breathe
You're everything I know
that makes me believe
I'm not alone

You're in everyone I see
So tell me
Do you see me?

*heart*

I went home!

Heya~! In the end I managed to go home, the flood improved, so I was able to go =)

But it was a little boring, nothing much to do.

Still! I guess it is only right to go back home during CNY.

Hm, left 9 days of holidays.

Hrmhrmhrmhrmhrmhrmhrmhrmm.

Ahhh, the busy life shall be returning soon.

But for now I just wanna enjoy myself a little longer...

People do ask me what's it like to be in a few clubs, climbing, studying and doing everything else

Well yeah, it's busy

but I realized as I grew up, the more responsibility you are willing to take on, the more you will grow as a person.

People who run away from responsibility will have a lot of trouble handling themselves one day. Probably.

People also tell me I should relax and enjoy life more.

True, but it's not that im not enjoying life or anything, it's just that I'm enjoying it a little less that's all.

It's allright, I'm okay with this, I know this is for my own good.

And another reason why I take on more responsibilities is because I see it as an opportunity, not a burden.

Yes, it is like a burden, but if you look at it from another angle, you will benefit more if you are willing to carry those burdens and turn it into success.

of course, risk of failure is there, but who grows when things are easy?

On the other hand, it really is not easy. But I would not expect anything less.

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I was thinking a lot about life. I wonder how my friends are. Haven't been keeping contact with them. Well, most of them la, besides my classmates and my climbing friends.

Though I only see my classmates in class and I see my climbing mates only when climbing

Other than that, not really. I wonder how my other friends are? I hope they are well and fine.

Yeah, you tend to be less ermh.... knowledgable about what happens in other people's life when you don't facebook.

Yeah, facebook turns us into such stalkers right?

True story.

It's like they make us stalkers without us really even noticing it.

Sure, it appears on your wall, but still. That's what you get for facebooking.

Though I'm sure most people dont mind aha! Were more busybody than we think we are.

On another note, it is a little lonely, but nah, it'll go away. Important thing is to focus on the tasks at hand.

Friends. Maybe I'll spend more time at a different phase of my life.

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Just finished climbing today.

And I realized I also need to start stretching more. I'm so damn stiff.

Need to be able to bring my feet up higher when climbing. Argh. It's pretty important.

And yeahhhhh, my middle finger ain't doing so well =/

But I'll manage. Somehow. Today I did feel my body was really ripping apart. I'm thankful I'm uninjured.

Again, I've gotten... a lil stronger. But still not strong enough. I need to do more moves.

But I also need to get more flexible XD Ahhhh, I can imagine the pain from doing stretching... oh the horror......

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I started designing another website for my course.

Was pretty satisfied with the outcome.

Passed it to my teammates to continue doing it

I'm mainly in charge of the design and compiling everything my teammates does.

So far the design received good feedback.

Ah, the satisfaction when people praise you.

Sincerely I mean. Not the kind of praise where people have 'motives'

So that's why all throughout the journey back to Johor, I was smiling LOL! Cuz I was praised over the phone in the car! ahahaha!

So easy to win my heart meh????? No la...... Well I'm just glad people appreciate and understand my work that's all =D

To be honest though, it isn't really so hard to win people's hearts, you just gotta pay more attention and put in more effort.

Not too much though or they probably will suspect something or be weary of you.

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I'm gonna start playing mass effect! Hell yea I'm so behind in games. But who cares?!!!??! I like playing old games =)

hhahaha! It doesn't really matter to me when I play it. Hell if you gave me Final Fantasy 8 I'd play it too!

Oh wait... I have it on my other pc ROFLMAO!!!!!

Hmmmmm, should I???

Finally. I think I should start putting more pics in my posts. I'm just too lazy.

ah well! No worries. I guess all is good for now. TIME TO INSTALL MASS EFFECTTTTT~! =D

Tataz lovely peeps =D

p.s. ahhhh, it's so nice to be praised for your hard work~~~ =)