What does programming and climbing have in common???????????
Well, one requires you sitting in front of the comp all day, the other requires you to go outdoors or indoor climbing gyms and bust your ass out doing routes ~!
But I enjoy both ^^ very very very much
Today, had classsss =) morning and afternoon
Enjoyed afternoon class more =) ahhhhhhh, revision exercises for c++
NOSTALGICCCCC~!!! =)))
And to think MONTHS ago, before the end of my PREVIOUS semester
I was CRASHING my brain trying to finish up my maze assignment
Now when we come back to revision I forgot everything XDDDDD
SHORT TERM MEMORYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY~!!!!
But I did really well for the maze XD Though it could have been better~!
I started late, I admit XD but I was lucky la! I had some really good ideas for the maze, and I managed to somehow carry most of it out. Though sometimes you might have big ideas, you need to put in big efforts as well to make it come through
There were loads more I wanted to implement, in that maze, but due to lack of time I couldn't XD
HMMMMM, let me see... I think I still have some info on my maze stored somewhere... hold on...
*digs up some computer files*
AHAAAA! I FOUND IT!! ^_^ THIS IS THE GAMEINFO FILE FOR MY MAZE GAMEEE!! ^^
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"Welcome to Little Hero Dan! (Version 1.0)
This is a unique style type maze with monsters and characters seemingly from RPG games
Maze :
-Three maze, grass maze, ice maze and undead maze
-All mazes are randomized, unless loaded from a save file
-Terrain perks (darkness, slow, etc) yet to be implemented
-Current maze settings can be displayed through game edit option
Hero Info :
Warrior - brave, courageous and strong. Well rounded character. His propaganda "To arms men!!!"
- Has highest health (3 hits to die)
- Has highest stamina
- Average move speed (monsters move once for every step you take)
- Skill [Crescent Slash] - the warrior swings his sword causing the winds to rip apart and damage enemies (eliminates one enemy) (range 5 boxes away) ('a' hotkey) (consumes 10 stamina)
- skill range can be modified through game edit
- Loses 1 stamina for every step taken
- Life will be restored at the start of each map
Note : Other classes yet to be implemented (thief and mage)
Treasure Chests :
-can be opened with a key. Press 't' to open treasure chests
-Keys are a random drop loot from monsters
-1000 points per treasure chest opened
-Number of chests can be changed through game edit
Diamond :
-Grants 500 points
-Is one of the random drops from monsters
-Can be found around the map
-Number of diamonds can be changed through game edit
Food :
-Grants 100 points and 10 stamina
-One of the random drops from monsters
-Can be found around the map
-Number of food can be changed through game edit
Monster :
-Releases projectiles with range 7 boxes (default distance) dealing 1 damage to your character
-Unlimited stamina
-range can be modified through game edit
-can be killed with warrior skill [Crescent Slash]
-Will drop a random loot (food, key or diamond)
-500 points gained per monster killed
-Monster moves one step each time a player moves
-Monster movement is random
-If a monster touches your hero it is instant death
Range Skills :
-Take note that with a range of 5, you will hit objects 6 boxes away.
-The animation ends at box 5, but damage still applies to the 6th box
-However this also applies for monsters
-So monsters with a range of 7 will hit you if you are 8 boxes away
-The monster also moves before launching its projectile, so it will hit you from 9 boxes away! Considering it moves towards you direciton
-Hero range by default is 5, monster is 7 to promote a more challenging gameplay!
-Feel free to adjust according to personal preference
Known Bugs :
-One bug that I have yet to fix is where the hero is not hit by a projectile,
but takes damage
-For some reason this only happens in 1/50 or 1/100 games
In game commands :
Movement - arrow keys up, down, left, right
Open treasure - 't'
Crescent Slash - 'a'
Pause - 'o'
Save - 'p'
Quit - 'Esc'
Tips 1) Save often
2) Avoid long corridors, especially if monster range > your range
3) Kill whenever possible, it will reduce the time taken to move
4) Best way to net a kill is when monsters are walking across, not towards you
5) Use game editor to adjust the difficulty and test the program (number of monsters per map, monster projectile range, your hero projectile range, etc etc)
6) Remember that settings are set to default once you exit program
7) Treasure chests net the most points (1000) Since you need to kill to get a key, you will be getting 1500 points per chest
8) Work hard play hard program hard!
9) Thank you for playing (: "
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ZOMGGGG~!!! You have NOOOOOO idea how long I took to implement everything!! I didnt get to do mage class and thief class
I had some really great ideas for them~! Thief would be the type that moves 2 steps instead of one, and they can turn into stealth mode and deal backstab to earn extra points, and they dont need keys to open treasure chests~! Sooo, he is more of the point - getter kind of hero, but he has only one life la that's the problem XD
Mage would be more of a damage dealer. Moderate health , which is 2. Spells like firewall and chain lightning will block and affect monsters in a line. And Also under certain "fulfilled conditions" mages will be able to cast the spell known as "end of earth"
The mage sacrifices almost all his energy and life, in order to cast the spell, leaving only 10 energy. For every energy sacrificed, one bolt of lightning will strike on a random area in the map, possibly obliderating all life forms on the map. haha! But maximum 30 lightning bolts XD hence you can only do this when u are below 40 energy points.
BUT ITS SO SAD I COULDN'T IMPLEMENT THATTTTT~!! T_T I even wanted to put those teleporting panels for mages to use so they can teleport all over the map with those
Didn't have time, I started late, so I only did Warrior Class
And the only SKILL I managed to implement on warrior class was... Crescent slash XD It's a pretty okay skill, easy to kill monsters, its a projectile launched 5 boxes away. I also made him the highest life, 3 lives. And also I wanted him to be able to chop trees and stun monsters too. Butttttt, probably his skills will be not as good as the other two XD he has the most life though hah!
And as for map! The first maze is grass maze, and I should implement slow poison, if u hit slow poison trap
The ice maze, I wanted to implement frozen conditions where you will be frozen for a few turns if you hit the ice trap
And finally the undead maze , I WANTED to implement DARKNESS. Where they whole screen will turn dark for a few turns, as you move.
BUTTTTTTT, I DIDN'T MANAGE TO IMPLEMENT ALL THOSE PERKSSSSS!! T_T
Ah, well, I was so sure this game would be so fun if I completed programming it XD I had some pretty good ideas there! But now I'm too lazy to continue finishing it
There is one major weakness in this game though. The time. For one turn. Because every monster takes time to move, then launch their projectile. SO imagine 10 monsters, moving one by one, they dont move together unfortunately. So it's a bit time consuming la if too many monsters on the map LOL!
BUTTTT overall, the concept was really good! I really liked the idea I produced XDDD I had sleepless nights doing it too.. Okay I slept, but I didnt go out for a whole month because I had to catch up since I started doing it late XD
And everytime you play the game, the maze is different! Yeap! Its randomized! And there is ALWAYS an entrance and exit, eventhough its randomized! I really took a longggg time to produce the AI (artificial intelligence) to produce the random map aha!
This is to enhance re-playability. And let people not get tired too fast of the game~!
Yeap yeap! I hate being boring XDDD sue me!
Implemented monster drops, after you kill monsters, treasure chests, food (gain 10 energy per food) and etc etc!!
Also... Had to work on making the monster projectile (fireball) hit and make contact and damage the hero. And also the warrior's crescent slash, hitting the monster, killing it, and making the monster drop items. (key, food, diamond etc)
A lot of stuff la in other words! I totally had fun ^_^ freedom really is the best!!
I wonder what kind of project we have to do for Year 2~! I can't wait =))) Maybe it won't be as game-oriented as the maze, but I think I will still have fun programming anyhow ^^
I really enjoy it... for some weird reason aha! I like thinking a lot =)))
Though most people just think I'm some blurr guy lar~~ Well, you can't always show everything to everyone ya know =))) Who knew I was a programming geek on the inside???
I believe all of us have a side we don't show others. Maybe were afraid people won't accept us for who we are?
But if it's one thing programming has thought me
When you come across a problem. Keep looking for a solution. In producing that maze, I met with at least 50-100 different kinds of problems. Some took me days to solve. But I persisted, and I kept looking for alternatives to solve it.
Instead, most of us choose to avoid problems in our daily lives, instead of facing it. No matter how much we cry, how much we worry, the problem will still be there unless we find a way to OVERCOME it. I could have just sat down and said "ahhhhh, screw this, there's no solution to this programming problem"
But I chose not to, because instead of wasting time and energy complaining, why not spend it on trying to solve the problem at hand?
Programming has thought me to be persistent, no matter what. It thought me this. There is ALWAYS a solution. The mind's boundaries is limitless. Never box yourself up. A solution is always there, we just haven't thought about it yet. So keep thinking. Keep trying. Who knows where you might end up?
So for all you future programmers out there. Never. Give. Up.
That's the golden rule =)
And now, it comes to climbing~!
True enough, not MANY ppl who are in computer courses do sports.
But hey, you don't have to stereotype yourself to be just like them just because your in that course~!
So that's y I climb =) I can't just stay in front of the comp all the time. I gotta get out there and work out =)
The mind body and soul are 3 entities that needs to be nurtured and enhanced. It's all about balance. Though, I don't know if just enhancing one of those 3 to the maximum and ignoring the other 2 would be good. I guess it would be good and bad.
So for now Imma stick to balance =) Mind = programming, body = climbing
Soul? I wonder =) I haven't found a solid way to nurture the soul yet.
Maybe I have, but I haven't realized it? Or maybe I haven't at all =) I'll perhaps find out one day.
Today I climbed, but what happened was... Ahhhh, had this sharp pain in my right shoulder.
NOT GOOD.
It's gone for now though. I hope it doesn't come back. Been working on an overhang boulder route. I'll do my best to finish it
I just hope my arm can tahan.... .AHHHHH, i don't want to get injured like how I did two years ago...
Amitabha amitabha amitabha~!!! I HOPE ITS NOTHINGGGG!!!!
SHould i go see doctor?!!?!?!!?!??!
No laaaaa, i think its okay one...
its nothingits nothing its nothing its nothing its nothing its nothing its nothing its nothing its nothing its nothing its nothing its nothing its nothing its nothing its nothing its nothing its nothing its nothing its nothing its nothing its nothing its nothing its nothing its nothing its nothing its nothing its nothing its nothing its nothing its nothing its nothing its nothing its nothing its nothing its nothing its nothing its nothing its nothing !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Ahhhhh, I'll rest a few days and see how it goes. I have to believe somehow it'll heal LOL
Bouldering is damaging to the body, but I admit it helps remove your limits. In climbing.
Soooooo, I think that's it from me =)))
Programming + Climbing is a great combo. I wonder what the third one should be? To complete the cycle? Perviness? HAHAHAHA~! Berguling guling XD XD
Allright, I'll go to bed now ^^ it's late~!
Hope you guys enjoyed the post on my project~!!! =DDDDDD
Thanks and goodnighttttt~!! =DDDD
Ohhhhh, before I go, I heard this song while climbing
I youtube-d it, and I found this Kingdom hearts video~!
Made me feel nostalgic, and felt like playing kingdom hearts 1 and 2 all over again~~~!! XD
ENJOY ^^ I know I did~! (the Last Goodnight - Pictures of You)
Sora and Kairi huh =)))
Wednesday, September 29, 2010
Monday, September 27, 2010
BERGULING-GULING ATAS LANTAI SAMPAI BUNTUT KELUAR
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
AHAHAHAHAHAHAHA~!!! The day ended with a real BLASTTTTT~!! =)))
But I won't go there so fast la~!! HAHA~
Today, started classsssssssss~! It felt good to be back in the programming game again =)
The thing is, I HAVE CLASSES 5 DAYS A WEEK WTH!?!!?!!? and everyday got MORNING CLASSSS AHHHHHH HSOMEONE KILLZZZ MEEEEEEEEEEEEEE~~~!!!!!
What a sad sad timetable~~ EVERYDAY HVE TO SLEEP EARLY! T_T
OH WELL~! Fated la, year 2 mah, can't say much about it XD It's definitely gonna get harder~!
BUTTTTT, I didn't have much sleep yesterday. DAMN TORTURE WEI~!!! In class.. AHAH
And now my class increased from 15 ppl TO 22 PPL APA TU NERAKA?!!?!!!? (inside joke XD)
not bad not bad.... Didn't know my course was actually getting more popular.
BUT THE FRIGGING PROBLEM IS THAT ALL THE NEW PPL ARE GUYSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS~!!!
SOMEONE TORCH ME SET THE FLAMES ON FIRE RAGE THE ENTIRE WORLD WITH FLAMESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS~!!
WHERE ARE ZE GIRLS?!?!? WHY AREN'T THEY COMING TO MY SOFTWARE ENGINEERING COURSE?!?!?! DID I DO SOMETHING BAD IN MY PAST LIFE TO DESERVE THIS!?!??!!?!??!?!?
T_T *emo*
*kneels down* WHYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY?!?!!?!?!?!?
LOLOL~~!! Hahahaha! Ahhhh, then later had meeting, then went back homeeee~!!
WANTED TO RUN!! BUT YOU KNOW WHAT ITS FRIGGING RAINING AGAIN OH TUHANKU~!!!!!!! And I think I was too tired larrr =)))
SOOOOOO~~ Tmr go run lorrrr =))) HAHA
ANDDDD I nearly kena accidents four times today~! Man I'm always somehow lucky when it
comes to accidents. I always NEARLY kena but didn't kena. WONDER HOW LONG MY LUCK WILL LAST OHohoOHOHOHoHohO~!! XDDD Only one way to find out~ I'll let you guys know in 5 years AHA~! That just didnt make sense sO ANYHOW!!
I guess I was really very tired, and cuz of that I feel a bit stressed out about everything la
BUT BUT YOU KNOW WHATTTTT~!! THE NIGHT ENDED REMARKABLY WELL~!!!
Was chatting with a friend, and both of us WERE SO RETARDEDLY LAME OMFG!!!! AHAHAHAHAHAH~!!
It was really truly FREEDOM OF EXPRESSION~!!! It was really what I was looking forrr =))) JUST saying what you wanna say without caring what other people would think or say~! I really really really really am happy when you know, I can be with ppl who allow me that ^^
Nothing beats being free. Nothing =))) AND TRUE ENOUGH! Both of us were laughing hysterically and we really enjoyed it, DESPITE HOW RETARDEDLY LAME WE WERE~!!!
Even now I'm writing quite smoothly, it feels so damn good =)
THANKSSSS~!! You know who you are =))) It really turned my bad and crappy day into something awesome =)))
SOME EXCERPTS of our conversations! :
Bianca Ong Cyn Ju
me : my england not the powderful leh. xD
siah : really the bad eh? then my england very the pakistan leh (siah is me by the way)
me : hahahahahahahahahahahaha..we shall not go on bout our england..hahahaha
siah : but my pakistan very the africa leh
me : dat doesnt make sense :P
...siah : but my africa very the malaysia the malaysia very the klcc the klcc very the klcc tower.
ROFLMAO! !
Bianca Ong Cyn Ju Suk Ling Meow: Danny Siah Zhao En and I came out vf some bm terms!! LOL
our brand new bm dictionary!
rofl= berguling-guling atas lantai ketawa
lmao= ketawakan buntut saya keluar
lol= ketawa keluar kuat= k3
...roflmao= BERGULING-GULING ATAS LANTAI KETAWAKAN BUNTUT SAYA KELUAR!
hahahahahahahahahahaha ;D we r so creative ryte??? xD
YES WE ARE SERIUZLY CREATIVE BWAHAHAHAHAH~!!! XD XD
glhf= nasib bail tolong berseronok
noobs=orang orang gila baru!
wth= apa itu neraka
...go to hell= tolong pergi dunia akhirat!
lame = tak dapat berdiri (CRIPPLED GET IT?!!? BWAHAHAHAHAH!!)
YEAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH~!!!! I loved today =))) it was a great ending =)))
NITEZ PEEPSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS~!!! =))) can't wait for class tmr morning ^_^
*whistles*
p.s. sometimes what we need is just constant support from our important friends to get through the day =)))
p.p.s MARI KITA BERGULING-GULING ATAS LANTAI SAMPAI BUNTUT KELUAR AAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAAHA~!!! SPREAD THE LAMENESS BABEH TILL YOU TAK DAPAT BERDIRI LANGSUNG AHAHAHAHA~!!
yeap! that's how TAK DAPAT BERDIRI(lame) we were folks~! =)))))))))))))))))))))))))))))
AHAHAHAHAHAHAHA~!!! The day ended with a real BLASTTTTT~!! =)))
But I won't go there so fast la~!! HAHA~
Today, started classsssssssss~! It felt good to be back in the programming game again =)
The thing is, I HAVE CLASSES 5 DAYS A WEEK WTH!?!!?!!? and everyday got MORNING CLASSSS AHHHHHH HSOMEONE KILLZZZ MEEEEEEEEEEEEEE~~~!!!!!
What a sad sad timetable~~ EVERYDAY HVE TO SLEEP EARLY! T_T
OH WELL~! Fated la, year 2 mah, can't say much about it XD It's definitely gonna get harder~!
BUTTTTT, I didn't have much sleep yesterday. DAMN TORTURE WEI~!!! In class.. AHAH
And now my class increased from 15 ppl TO 22 PPL APA TU NERAKA?!!?!!!? (inside joke XD)
not bad not bad.... Didn't know my course was actually getting more popular.
BUT THE FRIGGING PROBLEM IS THAT ALL THE NEW PPL ARE GUYSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS~!!!
SOMEONE TORCH ME SET THE FLAMES ON FIRE RAGE THE ENTIRE WORLD WITH FLAMESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS~!!
WHERE ARE ZE GIRLS?!?!? WHY AREN'T THEY COMING TO MY SOFTWARE ENGINEERING COURSE?!?!?! DID I DO SOMETHING BAD IN MY PAST LIFE TO DESERVE THIS!?!??!!?!??!?!?
T_T *emo*
*kneels down* WHYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY?!?!!?!?!?!?
LOLOL~~!! Hahahaha! Ahhhh, then later had meeting, then went back homeeee~!!
WANTED TO RUN!! BUT YOU KNOW WHAT ITS FRIGGING RAINING AGAIN OH TUHANKU~!!!!!!! And I think I was too tired larrr =)))
SOOOOOO~~ Tmr go run lorrrr =))) HAHA
ANDDDD I nearly kena accidents four times today~! Man I'm always somehow lucky when it
comes to accidents. I always NEARLY kena but didn't kena. WONDER HOW LONG MY LUCK WILL LAST OHohoOHOHOHoHohO~!! XDDD Only one way to find out~ I'll let you guys know in 5 years AHA~! That just didnt make sense sO ANYHOW!!
I guess I was really very tired, and cuz of that I feel a bit stressed out about everything la
BUT BUT YOU KNOW WHATTTTT~!! THE NIGHT ENDED REMARKABLY WELL~!!!
Was chatting with a friend, and both of us WERE SO RETARDEDLY LAME OMFG!!!! AHAHAHAHAHAH~!!
It was really truly FREEDOM OF EXPRESSION~!!! It was really what I was looking forrr =))) JUST saying what you wanna say without caring what other people would think or say~! I really really really really am happy when you know, I can be with ppl who allow me that ^^
Nothing beats being free. Nothing =))) AND TRUE ENOUGH! Both of us were laughing hysterically and we really enjoyed it, DESPITE HOW RETARDEDLY LAME WE WERE~!!!
Even now I'm writing quite smoothly, it feels so damn good =)
THANKSSSS~!! You know who you are =))) It really turned my bad and crappy day into something awesome =)))
SOME EXCERPTS of our conversations! :
Bianca Ong Cyn Ju
me : my england not the powderful leh. xD
siah : really the bad eh? then my england very the pakistan leh (siah is me by the way)
me : hahahahahahahahahahahaha..we shall not go on bout our england..hahahaha
siah : but my pakistan very the africa leh
me : dat doesnt make sense :P
...siah : but my africa very the malaysia the malaysia very the klcc the klcc very the klcc tower.
ROFLMAO! !
Bianca Ong Cyn Ju Suk Ling Meow: Danny Siah Zhao En and I came out vf some bm terms!! LOL
our brand new bm dictionary!
rofl= berguling-guling atas lantai ketawa
lmao= ketawakan buntut saya keluar
lol= ketawa keluar kuat= k3
...roflmao= BERGULING-GULING ATAS LANTAI KETAWAKAN BUNTUT SAYA KELUAR!
hahahahahahahahahahaha ;D we r so creative ryte??? xD
YES WE ARE SERIUZLY CREATIVE BWAHAHAHAHAH~!!! XD XD
glhf= nasib bail tolong berseronok
noobs=orang orang gila baru!
wth= apa itu neraka
...go to hell= tolong pergi dunia akhirat!
lame = tak dapat berdiri (CRIPPLED GET IT?!!? BWAHAHAHAHAH!!)
YEAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH~!!!! I loved today =))) it was a great ending =)))
NITEZ PEEPSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS~!!! =))) can't wait for class tmr morning ^_^
*whistles*
p.s. sometimes what we need is just constant support from our important friends to get through the day =)))
p.p.s MARI KITA BERGULING-GULING ATAS LANTAI SAMPAI BUNTUT KELUAR AAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAAHA~!!! SPREAD THE LAMENESS BABEH TILL YOU TAK DAPAT BERDIRI LANGSUNG AHAHAHAHA~!!
yeap! that's how TAK DAPAT BERDIRI(lame) we were folks~! =)))))))))))))))))))))))))))))
Saturday, September 25, 2010
Impression
Twas a pretty long day today =) After the rain finally stopped, went to run for a bit =) though half way the rain started again, so I had to run back home quickly XD
Wanted to climb today, but my friend was tired so we had to postpone to tomorrow. Totally can't wait~! =)
AND YOU KNOW WHAT~!!! VOLDERMORT'S FACE IS 90 DEGREES CUZ ITS SO FLAT AAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHA~!!
Inside joke with phei fang XD XD I bet you can take an L ruler and it'll fit perfectly on his flat face.
AND I THINK AN AEROPLANE CAN LAND ON HIS FLAT FACE TOO~!
and and u use a protractor to measure his flat face it's definitely 90 DEGREES!!! AHAHAHA~! All these lame jokes XD phei fang's right about me being lame ahaha. IM TURNING HER INTO A LAME BOT AS WELL~!!! XD
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You know, I discovered today
Everyone really tries to give a good impression to others, all the time, at least the first time you meet someone
And in truth, first impressions are, of course, important!
But you know, most of the times, first impressions are never true, because we only show our obedient side
And we place so much importance on first impressions, that often times when meeting new people, in events or functions, often we forget ourselves.
At the very least, I'm that way when I meet new peeps
Let's take an examples
First dates. As a guy, you drive her, you take her to a nice restaurant, you crack some nice jokes, you pay the bill. All, for a good impression =)
But is that really a date? I think a date should be where you get to know the other person better, on a personal scale. Not just the surface. okay, maybe you could include the surface, but the inside matters just as much, or probably way more.
Is it really a must to be nice to each other? Why not just be natural? Every word that comes out of our mouth gets filtered so that we are nice to each other. BUT WHAT'S THE POINT IN THAT?!?!?!?
I believe in freedom of expression ^^ one way or another that person your dating will have to find out how your really like, whether or not he or she finds out before or after marriage is a different thing la
My point is, you have to address all the bad things or insecurities that the other person has, before you get serious, or even get married to him or her.
And you can't do that if your other half is always trying to be plastically nice to you.
Just treat each other normally, be your natural self. Don't think about "oh, what if she thinks I'm being too straightforward, or maybe I'm being too sensitive, or maybe she'll think I'm crazy if I do this"
Those things, hinder our freedom of expression. Well, okay, maybe you could say, if we express certain things too freely, we might offend the other person.
Then I ask in return. "Why did you think of doing it if it wasn't a part of your personality?"
So maybe you ask me in return. What if it's too soon to express yourself freely to someone you barely know? Shouldn't I get to know him or her better first?
WELL. This really depends on yourself to decide, when is the right time to do so. For me, I don't really like keeping the fact that I'm a pervert to myself XD Sure... People do get the wrong impression of me, but that's me! Why should I hide it from people? If people don't accept me for who I am, I would understand =) and move on
HAHA! So today I tried a ... well , you could say... "experiment!"
What I did was, I just said whatever was on my mind~! At that point of time
And this person was a friend's sibling, whom I don't know at all
THE REACTION!? The person thought I was CREEPYYYYYY~!!
HAHAHA~!! But that's okayyy =) Honesty is always the best policy~!
Sometimes, I wonder, why is it so wrong to be honest about how you really feel, or how you really are?
I don't want to pretend anymore. It's so tiring. Why can't I just tell a girl she's good looking? Or why can't I just tell people, sorry, I didn't understand that joke, instead of pretending to laugh?
Why won't society allow us to be ourselves?
Imagine the world now. It's made of lies over lies. Both you and I know, that this world lives on the very essence of lies.
The government? Lies.
Political parties? Lies.
The Court? Lies.
We've set standard for ourselves, or rather, a "way of thinking" in which, we hinder ourselves from the truth, or rather, being honest
Because people find that, sometimes, or maybe, most of the times, they can get away with lies
And get what they WANT, with lies
So they don't hesitate to lie anymore
They feel that truth has lost its worth.
And that the truth doesn't get you where you want
This is especially true, not only in the teenage years of our lives, but especailly in adulthood
You can actually say that our upbringing teaches us how to lie as we age
When were young, we just express ourselves freely, whatever we want to say, or whatever we wanted to do, we just did it!
Sure, maybe we had some falls here and there, but it was FUN and that's why most of the times our childhood is filled with happiness. Because we don't have to hold ourselves back from expressing ourselves.
That is why, when we were kids, we were so honest about how we feel. I've sort of forgotten what it's like to be a child.
Sure, you can point out that , some kids don't enjoy their childhood. They were left out, from groups of friends, etc etc.
But I'm not looking at the negatives here. I'm looking at the positive side.
That was why, just now, in the experiment, I realized, how people are so weary of people who are TOO honest.
"how can this be? He barely knows me and he's telling me all this?"
Yes. Because it's the truly what I'm thinking =)
I am a strange guy. And, I think there's totally nothing wrong with that XD
I think that, as we grow older, we should learn, not how to lie, but how to be honest. Because as we age, it gets harder and harder to be honest
Because we are too afraid of what people think, and were too afraid to offend others.
If your intentions are good, then there's no reason to be afraid
And people will see that, eventually
Maybe I'm not the best at giving a good first impression
But maybe, I can be the best as giving you a real impression of myself
So in conclusion of the experiment, perhaps, people feel safer, being told a lie, or not being told anything at all
Would a real pervert tell you he's a pervert?
Would a real stalker tell you he's a stalker?
Understand the truth and differentiate them from the lies.
I'm a pervert, but I'm a good pervert~! HAHA~! There's a huge difference okay~!
People are never what they seem. The real liers are those who hide all the bad things about themselves.
But I choose to be different. And I'm proud to be different. Because my mom always told me not to lie. And eventhough I don't always tell the truth, I do try my best. And I'm still trying
I'm sure, people will be able to understand me, somehow and accept me for being able to be honest with them ^^
Definitely =)
p.s. TOMORROW IS GONNA BE A GREAT CLIMBBBBB =)
Wanted to climb today, but my friend was tired so we had to postpone to tomorrow. Totally can't wait~! =)
AND YOU KNOW WHAT~!!! VOLDERMORT'S FACE IS 90 DEGREES CUZ ITS SO FLAT AAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHA~!!
Inside joke with phei fang XD XD I bet you can take an L ruler and it'll fit perfectly on his flat face.
AND I THINK AN AEROPLANE CAN LAND ON HIS FLAT FACE TOO~!
and and u use a protractor to measure his flat face it's definitely 90 DEGREES!!! AHAHAHA~! All these lame jokes XD phei fang's right about me being lame ahaha. IM TURNING HER INTO A LAME BOT AS WELL~!!! XD
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You know, I discovered today
Everyone really tries to give a good impression to others, all the time, at least the first time you meet someone
And in truth, first impressions are, of course, important!
But you know, most of the times, first impressions are never true, because we only show our obedient side
And we place so much importance on first impressions, that often times when meeting new people, in events or functions, often we forget ourselves.
At the very least, I'm that way when I meet new peeps
Let's take an examples
First dates. As a guy, you drive her, you take her to a nice restaurant, you crack some nice jokes, you pay the bill. All, for a good impression =)
But is that really a date? I think a date should be where you get to know the other person better, on a personal scale. Not just the surface. okay, maybe you could include the surface, but the inside matters just as much, or probably way more.
Is it really a must to be nice to each other? Why not just be natural? Every word that comes out of our mouth gets filtered so that we are nice to each other. BUT WHAT'S THE POINT IN THAT?!?!?!?
I believe in freedom of expression ^^ one way or another that person your dating will have to find out how your really like, whether or not he or she finds out before or after marriage is a different thing la
My point is, you have to address all the bad things or insecurities that the other person has, before you get serious, or even get married to him or her.
And you can't do that if your other half is always trying to be plastically nice to you.
Just treat each other normally, be your natural self. Don't think about "oh, what if she thinks I'm being too straightforward, or maybe I'm being too sensitive, or maybe she'll think I'm crazy if I do this"
Those things, hinder our freedom of expression. Well, okay, maybe you could say, if we express certain things too freely, we might offend the other person.
Then I ask in return. "Why did you think of doing it if it wasn't a part of your personality?"
So maybe you ask me in return. What if it's too soon to express yourself freely to someone you barely know? Shouldn't I get to know him or her better first?
WELL. This really depends on yourself to decide, when is the right time to do so. For me, I don't really like keeping the fact that I'm a pervert to myself XD Sure... People do get the wrong impression of me, but that's me! Why should I hide it from people? If people don't accept me for who I am, I would understand =) and move on
HAHA! So today I tried a ... well , you could say... "experiment!"
What I did was, I just said whatever was on my mind~! At that point of time
And this person was a friend's sibling, whom I don't know at all
THE REACTION!? The person thought I was CREEPYYYYYY~!!
HAHAHA~!! But that's okayyy =) Honesty is always the best policy~!
Sometimes, I wonder, why is it so wrong to be honest about how you really feel, or how you really are?
I don't want to pretend anymore. It's so tiring. Why can't I just tell a girl she's good looking? Or why can't I just tell people, sorry, I didn't understand that joke, instead of pretending to laugh?
Why won't society allow us to be ourselves?
Imagine the world now. It's made of lies over lies. Both you and I know, that this world lives on the very essence of lies.
The government? Lies.
Political parties? Lies.
The Court? Lies.
We've set standard for ourselves, or rather, a "way of thinking" in which, we hinder ourselves from the truth, or rather, being honest
Because people find that, sometimes, or maybe, most of the times, they can get away with lies
And get what they WANT, with lies
So they don't hesitate to lie anymore
They feel that truth has lost its worth.
And that the truth doesn't get you where you want
This is especially true, not only in the teenage years of our lives, but especailly in adulthood
You can actually say that our upbringing teaches us how to lie as we age
When were young, we just express ourselves freely, whatever we want to say, or whatever we wanted to do, we just did it!
Sure, maybe we had some falls here and there, but it was FUN and that's why most of the times our childhood is filled with happiness. Because we don't have to hold ourselves back from expressing ourselves.
That is why, when we were kids, we were so honest about how we feel. I've sort of forgotten what it's like to be a child.
Sure, you can point out that , some kids don't enjoy their childhood. They were left out, from groups of friends, etc etc.
But I'm not looking at the negatives here. I'm looking at the positive side.
That was why, just now, in the experiment, I realized, how people are so weary of people who are TOO honest.
"how can this be? He barely knows me and he's telling me all this?"
Yes. Because it's the truly what I'm thinking =)
I am a strange guy. And, I think there's totally nothing wrong with that XD
I think that, as we grow older, we should learn, not how to lie, but how to be honest. Because as we age, it gets harder and harder to be honest
Because we are too afraid of what people think, and were too afraid to offend others.
If your intentions are good, then there's no reason to be afraid
And people will see that, eventually
Maybe I'm not the best at giving a good first impression
But maybe, I can be the best as giving you a real impression of myself
So in conclusion of the experiment, perhaps, people feel safer, being told a lie, or not being told anything at all
Would a real pervert tell you he's a pervert?
Would a real stalker tell you he's a stalker?
Understand the truth and differentiate them from the lies.
I'm a pervert, but I'm a good pervert~! HAHA~! There's a huge difference okay~!
People are never what they seem. The real liers are those who hide all the bad things about themselves.
But I choose to be different. And I'm proud to be different. Because my mom always told me not to lie. And eventhough I don't always tell the truth, I do try my best. And I'm still trying
I'm sure, people will be able to understand me, somehow and accept me for being able to be honest with them ^^
Definitely =)
p.s. TOMORROW IS GONNA BE A GREAT CLIMBBBBB =)
Friday, September 24, 2010
Tiring, But Great! =)
HMMMM, the past whole week has been, strictly late nights.
Nevertheless, it was quite a week, slept roughly around 3am, since last friday, and waking up early everyday...
My college had grand opening, official release of the prom tickets
And All 3 days, had to be there at 8am.
BUT I WOKE UP AT 8AM ON ALL DAYS AHHAHAHA!!!! okay la, first day 7.30am XD
Was really really tired, Miss KBU's on the first day of grand opening, had to do catwalk modelling.
It was pretty okayyy =))) Personally I do support one of the contestants. But it's okay, I just pray she wins =)))
Oh, and the first day of grand opening (wednesday) we had to go class to class to promote the grand opening.
It was pretty tiring! Repeating the same thing in every class! But it surely certainly paid off. Loads of people came XD Otherwise I think most people would just go out for lunch haha!
At the start of the event, the PROM PROMOTIONAL VIDEO was played! ZOMG! I WAS THE ACTOR AHAHAHAHAHA!!! OMG
SERIOUSLY PAI SEHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH~!!!! XDDDDD
LOL here is the vid!!
The falling down scene at the beginning was REAL!! Was a bit painful haha!
The vid had a really good response when it played on grand opening ahah! Even though most of the support and cheering were from SC members XD XD Really appreciate em!
Thanks to the special effects team, and director and editor~! They're really great =)))
I still feel I can do better though =))) in acting!
THE VIDEO ALREADY 330 HITS ON YOUTUBE!! ROFL!!! OMGGGGGG
It was even more than my lady gaga video i think haha!!!
One day my grandchildren will say.. "GRANDPA OMG YOUR BODY!!!!" ROFLMAO!! HAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!!!
Hey, were young! We really should have fun and do crazy stuff in college life =) That's the way things should be =)))
The rest of the day was pretty okay =))) watched the models perform catwalks!
The next day, woke up at 8, reached at around 9 ahaha! I'm late again XD Miss KBU's did their performance. FOR ME!! I only liked just one or two performances!! Haha~!
Nevertheless they do put in effort, even though some might have been a little last minute with not enough practice XD XD
Well, one of my friends performed taekwondo breaking wood performance
Later in the SSD, we all tried breaking the leftover wood~!
It was pretty fun. I tried breaking it too. Did one of those chopping kicks WHICH I HAVENT DONE IN GOD KNOWS HOW LONG ZOMGGGG!!! Used to learn taekwondo too, but stopped for so long ahhhaha!
Hit the wood. THEN I WAS IN SO MUCH PAIN ZOMGGGGGG!! AND THE WOOD DIDNT BREAK?!?!?!!!!? WTH MANNNNNN!!!!!!!
haaha! But we all had fun la breaking all the wood. (I ended up not breaking any of them T_T)
ASK KHAI ROFL
danny : *tries to break wood with knee*
khai : *stares* ROFLMAO
XD XD XD
Went home, took a 3 hours nap. Then after that woke up, called up meow in perak. Then after that, called up phei fang through msn call.
You know what... At first it was formal stuff. Then after that... WE STARTED CRAPPING AND BULLSHITTING LIKE HELL AHAHAHAHAHAHAHA~!!!
Phei fang was like... "ZOMG DANNY YOUR SO LAMEEEEEEEEEE~!!!" HAHAHAHAHAHA!!!
OKAY LA!!!!! I was the one doing most of the BS-ING HAHAHAHA!!!!
I had loads of fun!! ^^
Phei fang : Im hungry~~
Danny : LOL~!! Why dont wanna eat?
Phei fang : Im fasting
Danny : SHOULDN'T YOU BE SLOWING?!?!? HAHAHAHAHAHAH!!!
Phei fang : OMGGGG YOUR SOOO LAMEEEEEEE!!!!!!
HAHA! And there was this panda video. On facebook. I asked phei fang to watch it
It's pretty hilarious! ESPECIALLY WHEN THE PANDA APPEARS!!! THE BACKGROUND MUSIC IS JUST KILLER LAAA XD XD
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eJzkXoFF9Hc
Soooo, I was like... TRYING TO SING THE SONG TO HER WHILE SHE WAS WATCHING ROFLMAO!!
Seriously hilarious XD XD
Then later I wanted to do this note on fb, called "my kind of girl"
AND THE SUGGESTIONS SHE GAVE FOR ANSWERS TO THE QUESTIONS WAS JUST FRIGGING AWESOME LA HAHAHAHAHA!!!!
danny : thye ask if i prefer short hair or long hair wor
phei fang : NO HAIR!!!
danny : HAHAHAHA!! then then, plastic or metal?
phei fang : SEMI CONDUCTOR!!
danny : LOLOLLOL!! muscular?
phei fang : THEN SHE CAN BE YOUR BODYGUARD!!!
danny : ROFLMAO!!!!!! HAHAHA!!
Had tons of fun!! Phei fang your awesomeeeee =)))
Slept pretty late though cuz of that. How long ah phei fang? ROFL, i think 3hrs plus of bs-ing + crapping HAHA!
I wouldn't mind doing it again sometime!
Today morning, HAD TO WAKE UP AGAIN ZOMGGGG, as usual i was late fetching angus from taman bahagia XD XD
Then then then!! You know what? PLAYED PING PONG WITH KEN EE AND KAARTIG TODAY!!
Haha~~!! I lost laaaa~~ BUT IT WAS FUNNNNN =))) had fun jumping around rofl
Then we had the lucky draw for IPOD NANO TOUCHHHH~~~!! Don't know which girl won it XD SO SAD FOR THE REST OF THEM
LOL
After that, lunch at kopi bar, then back to the ssd, about 6 of us guys, just sitting there talking bullshit and rubbish HAHA!! It was great =))) But was quite tired though!
That pretty much sums up my past FEW DAYS!!
It was fun, eventhough at the same time it was SUPER tiring!!
Hmmm, next monday! Class startssss!!!!! It was such A LONG HOLIDAY ZOMG WTH?!?!?!
I think i forgot all my c++ and .... OMG I FORGOT WHAT OTHER SUBJECTS I LEARNT!!
hahah.... Im so dead when I GO BACK TO CLASS! Im gonna be so damn RUSTY!!
Tmr, I guess i'll climb! Hope my body will be fully healed =)))
What a few tiring days. TATA PEEPSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS!! ^^
Nevertheless, it was quite a week, slept roughly around 3am, since last friday, and waking up early everyday...
My college had grand opening, official release of the prom tickets
And All 3 days, had to be there at 8am.
BUT I WOKE UP AT 8AM ON ALL DAYS AHHAHAHA!!!! okay la, first day 7.30am XD
Was really really tired, Miss KBU's on the first day of grand opening, had to do catwalk modelling.
It was pretty okayyy =))) Personally I do support one of the contestants. But it's okay, I just pray she wins =)))
Oh, and the first day of grand opening (wednesday) we had to go class to class to promote the grand opening.
It was pretty tiring! Repeating the same thing in every class! But it surely certainly paid off. Loads of people came XD Otherwise I think most people would just go out for lunch haha!
At the start of the event, the PROM PROMOTIONAL VIDEO was played! ZOMG! I WAS THE ACTOR AHAHAHAHAHA!!! OMG
SERIOUSLY PAI SEHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH~!!!! XDDDDD
LOL here is the vid!!
The falling down scene at the beginning was REAL!! Was a bit painful haha!
The vid had a really good response when it played on grand opening ahah! Even though most of the support and cheering were from SC members XD XD Really appreciate em!
Thanks to the special effects team, and director and editor~! They're really great =)))
I still feel I can do better though =))) in acting!
THE VIDEO ALREADY 330 HITS ON YOUTUBE!! ROFL!!! OMGGGGGG
It was even more than my lady gaga video i think haha!!!
One day my grandchildren will say.. "GRANDPA OMG YOUR BODY!!!!" ROFLMAO!! HAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!!!
Hey, were young! We really should have fun and do crazy stuff in college life =) That's the way things should be =)))
The rest of the day was pretty okay =))) watched the models perform catwalks!
The next day, woke up at 8, reached at around 9 ahaha! I'm late again XD Miss KBU's did their performance. FOR ME!! I only liked just one or two performances!! Haha~!
Nevertheless they do put in effort, even though some might have been a little last minute with not enough practice XD XD
Well, one of my friends performed taekwondo breaking wood performance
Later in the SSD, we all tried breaking the leftover wood~!
It was pretty fun. I tried breaking it too. Did one of those chopping kicks WHICH I HAVENT DONE IN GOD KNOWS HOW LONG ZOMGGGG!!! Used to learn taekwondo too, but stopped for so long ahhhaha!
Hit the wood. THEN I WAS IN SO MUCH PAIN ZOMGGGGGG!! AND THE WOOD DIDNT BREAK?!?!?!!!!? WTH MANNNNNN!!!!!!!
haaha! But we all had fun la breaking all the wood. (I ended up not breaking any of them T_T)
ASK KHAI ROFL
danny : *tries to break wood with knee*
khai : *stares* ROFLMAO
XD XD XD
Went home, took a 3 hours nap. Then after that woke up, called up meow in perak. Then after that, called up phei fang through msn call.
You know what... At first it was formal stuff. Then after that... WE STARTED CRAPPING AND BULLSHITTING LIKE HELL AHAHAHAHAHAHAHA~!!!
Phei fang was like... "ZOMG DANNY YOUR SO LAMEEEEEEEEEE~!!!" HAHAHAHAHAHA!!!
OKAY LA!!!!! I was the one doing most of the BS-ING HAHAHAHA!!!!
I had loads of fun!! ^^
Phei fang : Im hungry~~
Danny : LOL~!! Why dont wanna eat?
Phei fang : Im fasting
Danny : SHOULDN'T YOU BE SLOWING?!?!? HAHAHAHAHAHAH!!!
Phei fang : OMGGGG YOUR SOOO LAMEEEEEEE!!!!!!
HAHA! And there was this panda video. On facebook. I asked phei fang to watch it
It's pretty hilarious! ESPECIALLY WHEN THE PANDA APPEARS!!! THE BACKGROUND MUSIC IS JUST KILLER LAAA XD XD
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eJzkXoFF9Hc
Soooo, I was like... TRYING TO SING THE SONG TO HER WHILE SHE WAS WATCHING ROFLMAO!!
Seriously hilarious XD XD
Then later I wanted to do this note on fb, called "my kind of girl"
AND THE SUGGESTIONS SHE GAVE FOR ANSWERS TO THE QUESTIONS WAS JUST FRIGGING AWESOME LA HAHAHAHAHA!!!!
danny : thye ask if i prefer short hair or long hair wor
phei fang : NO HAIR!!!
danny : HAHAHAHA!! then then, plastic or metal?
phei fang : SEMI CONDUCTOR!!
danny : LOLOLLOL!! muscular?
phei fang : THEN SHE CAN BE YOUR BODYGUARD!!!
danny : ROFLMAO!!!!!! HAHAHA!!
Had tons of fun!! Phei fang your awesomeeeee =)))
Slept pretty late though cuz of that. How long ah phei fang? ROFL, i think 3hrs plus of bs-ing + crapping HAHA!
I wouldn't mind doing it again sometime!
Today morning, HAD TO WAKE UP AGAIN ZOMGGGG, as usual i was late fetching angus from taman bahagia XD XD
Then then then!! You know what? PLAYED PING PONG WITH KEN EE AND KAARTIG TODAY!!
Haha~~!! I lost laaaa~~ BUT IT WAS FUNNNNN =))) had fun jumping around rofl
Then we had the lucky draw for IPOD NANO TOUCHHHH~~~!! Don't know which girl won it XD SO SAD FOR THE REST OF THEM
LOL
After that, lunch at kopi bar, then back to the ssd, about 6 of us guys, just sitting there talking bullshit and rubbish HAHA!! It was great =))) But was quite tired though!
That pretty much sums up my past FEW DAYS!!
It was fun, eventhough at the same time it was SUPER tiring!!
Hmmm, next monday! Class startssss!!!!! It was such A LONG HOLIDAY ZOMG WTH?!?!?!
I think i forgot all my c++ and .... OMG I FORGOT WHAT OTHER SUBJECTS I LEARNT!!
hahah.... Im so dead when I GO BACK TO CLASS! Im gonna be so damn RUSTY!!
Tmr, I guess i'll climb! Hope my body will be fully healed =)))
What a few tiring days. TATA PEEPSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS!! ^^
Sunday, September 19, 2010
Resolve
I woke up this morning, my phone was out of battery, so the alarm never rang
But somehow my body remembered to wake up
Is it the work of the subconcious mind ?
I got a pretty decent rest... I think I slept about... 6 hours +
Not really enough, since I didn't sleep well the past few days.
But it was better than the previous days =)
I woke up, it seemed like a pretty nice day to me ^^
I sms-ed my friend, that i'll be coming a bit late... haha~!
Everyone seems to say I'm always late XD for some reason~~~~ COME ONNNN, ITS MORNINGGGGG~!!! sunday morning XD so lazy
My niece couldn't come, she wasn't feeling well. Oh well pui ting~!!! next timeeeee =)))
Had breakfast, fetched him and off we were to climb.
There is this..... 6c grade top rope route
Well, im at my best a 6b climber, and i've been at that level for a pretty long time... I realized
So anyhow, 6c is harder than my current level
I was tired from bouldering, and doing a few endurance routes, but I did that route anyway
Why? Because I have to do something harder than my current level to improve
But there is a risk of course
Injury
Climbing that route.... it's about..... 12-14 meters tall, i would sayyyy, three stories? in height
But I tell you, I fell, I don't know... more than 30 times on that route
I think it's around there. Matt lost count.
There are, 3 hard parts in that route.
The 1st part was this heel hook, and a slightly long reach to this sloper. I fell about... 5 times, before I manage to pull it off.
The second part... The move was, to swing your body from THAT sloper to this side pull, it was a longer reach than the previous one
I think I fell.... 8 times... around there, before I got it right.
The third part. Was the hardest. I would say it was the crux (hardest part of the route)
I fell maybe 15-20 times on this part. Or more. I was trying to do it for around 30 mins. Just that part. This was wear Matt lost count rofl. Or did he lose count a longgg time ago?
I kept persisting. I was probably in no condition to continue the route to the end. But I kept doing it, despite feeling discouraged
The move is from this pincher hold to another pincher hold, and finally a cross hand to ANOTHER pincher hold. (pinchers are holds where you hold it in a pinching kind of way)
Soooo, imagine your fingers.... There are 3 sections separated by lines right? Only the top section, where you finger tips are, will be allowed space on pincher holds (usually)
And this was the case for all 3 pincher holds =/
I kept falling. And falling. And falling.
My the top section of my fingers, kept slipping, no matter how hard I tried to hold on. It was frustfrating.
But everytime I felt like coming down, I felt... It'd be such a waste if I don't finish it
I kept reminding myself of that. Again. And again. And again. I should give it my all.
No matter what
So I ended up in that same spot for about 30 mins + , just trying to get past that area.
I was discouraged. I did finish the route before, but today I couldn't
Maybe my body was too tired from the last few days. Or I didn't rest enough, or maybe today just wasn't a good day for me
But I just couldn't get past those 3 pinches. The crux.
My fingers were pretty worn out. Could not feel any strength left in them, but I still kept trying
Why?
Why go through that? When you know its not possible anymore? When you know that it's just a waste of time? And everyone is looking at you falling over and over?
Resolve.
It was to train. My resolve.
Mentally. I am still, weak. I know.
I don't have full control over my emotions yet. And Emotions are the downfall of most people in this world.
My resolve. Is still weak. How can someone like me possibly? Change the world someday? I'm. So weak.
I have to keep pressing on, eventhough I know, its hopeless, eventhough I know, it's impossible.
In my current state for my body.
I don't want to be weak. I have to be strong. Not just physically but mentally.
It's an aspect of life we often overlook. Over simple reasons we give up. Over small things we tend to feel that it's a big problem, and there's no way to solve it, so instead of thinking of a solution we just sit and worry most of the times.
There were times, where I nearly got it, but my hands had no more strength to hold on. It was.... frustfrating for sure, but I kept trying.
Did you know?
Most people, when climbing, they are afraid to fall. Not just the fear of heights or anything. But more of, the fear of failing.
"ahhhh, damn, I FELL!!! SHIT!!! DAMN!! I'm so pathetic. AND I NEARLY FINISHED IT!!!"
You know that's the feeling most people get.
I have been through that phase too. Not wanting to fall, especially on easy routes
But I realized
The journey to the top of a route is not a straight way up
The journey consists of falls
Falls, that teach you, and make you stronger.
Yes.
Every fall, brings you closer to the top, than you really think =)
A route that makes you fall will be your teacher, and help you improve yourself, rather than a route that is easily done, barely teaches you anything new, except perhaps to maintain your current form.
So what if you fell, 10, 20, 100, or even 1000 times?
The greatest climbers are the ones who fell the most. Believe me.
Because they keep challenging routes, that make them fall. Over and over agian.
And each time, they get up, over and over again, prepared to push their limits, to the fullest.
It's because of that, that they become so strong, that they no longer fall on most routes.
They are looking for routes that challenge themselves. In other words, routes that make them fall. Think about it.
That was why I was so stagnant in my climbing for such a long time, with barely any improvement. I was afraid to try harder things and push myself. Partly because my body gets injured easily, but it's no excuse
If my resolve is strong, my body will follow through. I have to believe , just that
That's why, even though, I didn't finish the route today, I'm wasn't really injured =))) maybe I'm close to getting injured, but it didn't happen
It's... All in the mind. Somehow =)
Ahhhhhhh, HONESTLY!! I did feel unsatisifed not finishing the route! But my body was probably at it's limit =) But I'll keep pushing the limits from now onwards =)
It's honestly, a great feeling. To challenge yourself, day after day.
That's why I think climbing is a great sport, though I've been injured numerous times ^^
THANKS FOR READING! I admit I might have been a bit long winded, plus, I used a few climbing terms in which people might not understand XD XD
And I'm off ^^
p.s. I'll definitely conquer that route.
p.p.s do you have a strong resolve in your life? Think about it =)
But somehow my body remembered to wake up
Is it the work of the subconcious mind ?
I got a pretty decent rest... I think I slept about... 6 hours +
Not really enough, since I didn't sleep well the past few days.
But it was better than the previous days =)
I woke up, it seemed like a pretty nice day to me ^^
I sms-ed my friend, that i'll be coming a bit late... haha~!
Everyone seems to say I'm always late XD for some reason~~~~ COME ONNNN, ITS MORNINGGGGG~!!! sunday morning XD so lazy
My niece couldn't come, she wasn't feeling well. Oh well pui ting~!!! next timeeeee =)))
Had breakfast, fetched him and off we were to climb.
There is this..... 6c grade top rope route
Well, im at my best a 6b climber, and i've been at that level for a pretty long time... I realized
So anyhow, 6c is harder than my current level
I was tired from bouldering, and doing a few endurance routes, but I did that route anyway
Why? Because I have to do something harder than my current level to improve
But there is a risk of course
Injury
Climbing that route.... it's about..... 12-14 meters tall, i would sayyyy, three stories? in height
But I tell you, I fell, I don't know... more than 30 times on that route
I think it's around there. Matt lost count.
There are, 3 hard parts in that route.
The 1st part was this heel hook, and a slightly long reach to this sloper. I fell about... 5 times, before I manage to pull it off.
The second part... The move was, to swing your body from THAT sloper to this side pull, it was a longer reach than the previous one
I think I fell.... 8 times... around there, before I got it right.
The third part. Was the hardest. I would say it was the crux (hardest part of the route)
I fell maybe 15-20 times on this part. Or more. I was trying to do it for around 30 mins. Just that part. This was wear Matt lost count rofl. Or did he lose count a longgg time ago?
I kept persisting. I was probably in no condition to continue the route to the end. But I kept doing it, despite feeling discouraged
The move is from this pincher hold to another pincher hold, and finally a cross hand to ANOTHER pincher hold. (pinchers are holds where you hold it in a pinching kind of way)
Soooo, imagine your fingers.... There are 3 sections separated by lines right? Only the top section, where you finger tips are, will be allowed space on pincher holds (usually)
And this was the case for all 3 pincher holds =/
I kept falling. And falling. And falling.
My the top section of my fingers, kept slipping, no matter how hard I tried to hold on. It was frustfrating.
But everytime I felt like coming down, I felt... It'd be such a waste if I don't finish it
I kept reminding myself of that. Again. And again. And again. I should give it my all.
No matter what
So I ended up in that same spot for about 30 mins + , just trying to get past that area.
I was discouraged. I did finish the route before, but today I couldn't
Maybe my body was too tired from the last few days. Or I didn't rest enough, or maybe today just wasn't a good day for me
But I just couldn't get past those 3 pinches. The crux.
My fingers were pretty worn out. Could not feel any strength left in them, but I still kept trying
Why?
Why go through that? When you know its not possible anymore? When you know that it's just a waste of time? And everyone is looking at you falling over and over?
Resolve.
It was to train. My resolve.
Mentally. I am still, weak. I know.
I don't have full control over my emotions yet. And Emotions are the downfall of most people in this world.
My resolve. Is still weak. How can someone like me possibly? Change the world someday? I'm. So weak.
I have to keep pressing on, eventhough I know, its hopeless, eventhough I know, it's impossible.
In my current state for my body.
I don't want to be weak. I have to be strong. Not just physically but mentally.
It's an aspect of life we often overlook. Over simple reasons we give up. Over small things we tend to feel that it's a big problem, and there's no way to solve it, so instead of thinking of a solution we just sit and worry most of the times.
There were times, where I nearly got it, but my hands had no more strength to hold on. It was.... frustfrating for sure, but I kept trying.
Did you know?
Most people, when climbing, they are afraid to fall. Not just the fear of heights or anything. But more of, the fear of failing.
"ahhhh, damn, I FELL!!! SHIT!!! DAMN!! I'm so pathetic. AND I NEARLY FINISHED IT!!!"
You know that's the feeling most people get.
I have been through that phase too. Not wanting to fall, especially on easy routes
But I realized
The journey to the top of a route is not a straight way up
The journey consists of falls
Falls, that teach you, and make you stronger.
Yes.
Every fall, brings you closer to the top, than you really think =)
A route that makes you fall will be your teacher, and help you improve yourself, rather than a route that is easily done, barely teaches you anything new, except perhaps to maintain your current form.
So what if you fell, 10, 20, 100, or even 1000 times?
The greatest climbers are the ones who fell the most. Believe me.
Because they keep challenging routes, that make them fall. Over and over agian.
And each time, they get up, over and over again, prepared to push their limits, to the fullest.
It's because of that, that they become so strong, that they no longer fall on most routes.
They are looking for routes that challenge themselves. In other words, routes that make them fall. Think about it.
That was why I was so stagnant in my climbing for such a long time, with barely any improvement. I was afraid to try harder things and push myself. Partly because my body gets injured easily, but it's no excuse
If my resolve is strong, my body will follow through. I have to believe , just that
That's why, even though, I didn't finish the route today, I'm wasn't really injured =))) maybe I'm close to getting injured, but it didn't happen
It's... All in the mind. Somehow =)
Ahhhhhhh, HONESTLY!! I did feel unsatisifed not finishing the route! But my body was probably at it's limit =) But I'll keep pushing the limits from now onwards =)
It's honestly, a great feeling. To challenge yourself, day after day.
That's why I think climbing is a great sport, though I've been injured numerous times ^^
THANKS FOR READING! I admit I might have been a bit long winded, plus, I used a few climbing terms in which people might not understand XD XD
And I'm off ^^
p.s. I'll definitely conquer that route.
p.p.s do you have a strong resolve in your life? Think about it =)
Saturday, September 18, 2010
In the Dead of the Night
DEAD
Is exactly how I feel now. But I'm here blogging
It's funny.. I told my friend I would sleep, but... Here I am =)
Well, a lot of times in life were hypocrites anyway, so I'm forgiven this once, right? =)
I just had to express a few stuff about what happened the last few days
Thursday night, I attended a Mist Club event, held by my college, called Party Night with miss KBU
You know what? When I was dressing up, I just couldn't find the right choice of clothes. Everything I wore looked either bad or too normal. That's so not me! I took out formal shirt after formal shirt... THEN
I remembered. I had. A white. Jacket.!!!!!!!!
I haven't used it since last year. Man.. The things in our closet that we forget XD
AND that jacket went so well with my white skin tight pants!! =)))
And I wore a black formal shirt, with a black vest, the vest helped make my upper body more suitably matched with the lower portion , somehow =)))
Then I was like.. hmmmmmmmmm. I should definitely wear a tie..... something that goes with black and white......... red-DEFINITELY GREEEN~!!!! =)))
Yeah, so I had at least 3 people told me I looked like elvis presley XD
WHICH IS A COMPLIMENT OKAY STOP LAUGHING.
We hit the club, and after introducing all the miss KBU contestants, we started warming up the dance floor
ANDDDDDDD IT WAS DEFINITELY UNBELIEVABLY INCREDIBLY UNIMAGINABLY IMPOSSIBLY ONE HELLUVAAAA NIGHTTTTT =)))
Why? The DJ was aweseome =) the emcees were great =))) but most of all
We had fun. It's that simple =)
But for me, the reason why I had a great night was not just because of the music and friends etc
It was because in that place, I was around people, people who I can be myself with
That is, so important to me. More than anything.
Maybe in those days, I never saw the importance of friends. Because I was always alone, and I learnt to be alone, and bear with it. And eventually I got used to it.
Lately though, there are a few people who I became close to, and are important in my life. And I read of stories about friendship. How people really value their friends. I never really put much thought into it until now.
Around people those days, I was quiet, I could never be myself, I could never express myself, freely. I felt so caged, so locked, so lost. I really didn't understand why people around me couldn't accept me.
But to be totally honest, a part of me still feels afraid to be vulnerable to those close friends. It was probably because I had bad experiences with friends in those days. What if I got hurt again? What if I became a burden to them? Or if someday, they just, don't really care anymore? Probably is what goes on in the back of my mind
It's probably what holds me back most of the times, and it explains why, when I meet new people I don't immediately open up to them.
And sometimes, friends can't help but end up hurting one another, it's inevitable that humans make mistakes. Sometimes too late before they realize it.
But yesterday, was different =) I felt happy that I could dress up out of the ordinary, party like crazy, and dance like a monkey. And I don't even feel like there's really any reason to stop. Well, you watched step up 3, and they say dance is how you express yourself. Everyone's way of expressing themselves is different, and how they look at dance is different. It doesn't matter whether or not you can dance, when you dance it's still dancing.
So why hold back? Why not just dance your heart out? Live life. Express all that is kept and held within. You want to swing your arms? Do it. You want to lie on the dance floor? Do it. You want to just go crazy on the dance floor? Do it.
I did all 3 by the way =) I even went up on stage ahah!! First time the bouncer came and told me to get down. Looks like the stage is only reserved for girls. Second time was because a few friends of mine, went up the stage. And they pulled me up. THEN the bouncer came again and told me to get down. AHAHAA, my friends =) always getting me into trouble
there was even once I just out of a sudden while dancing, I dropped my back down to the floor and lifted both my legs up in the air and started air-cycling (kicking legs in air). It was crazyyyyyyyy =))) but it definitely felt good. And in my mind, I wasn't thinking about what others would think, I was just thinking about being happy and doing what I wanted to do ^^
Expression is everything. I can't live happily if I'm restricted from expressing myself. That was why it was a pretty good night for me =))) I enjoyed.
YOU KNOW WHAT!? Even after that, I went to the mamak. Ordered water and shared, and some milk =) did you know the susu ais in mamak's are sweet? Love it =) but a bit fattening la... its worth paying rm1.50 for it IMO XD
During the mamak my friend held the video cam up, and asked me, how are you feeling?
Without thinking. I just said. "I feel AWESOME!" and I poured the rest of the ice water in my cup onto my head.
AND I REALLY FELT AWESOME AFTER DOING THAT!!! It was. Simply. Freedom of expression =) Doing something you feel like doing. Letting your heart speak for itself.
My friends thought I was crazy of course! Haha! Maybe!! But I was also, expressing myself freely =) and I believe everyone should.
I went home. I had a bathe. I went to bed =) But I didn't really sleep well!
And yesterday, friday night, I slept quite late, was chatting up a friend about important things =))) today, woke up LATE. Arrived 30 mins later, had a rehearsal to attend in college
I was SO dead since this morning... Clubbing literally killed me, I didn't get much sleep that day and yesterday aha!!
Man, my body is retaliating against me now for blogging. But my heart wants to. I must express myself, It's a need , not just for me, but everyone =)
After the grand opening rehearsal, we went to pizza hut ,about 15 of us
And yeah! the maldivian friends I have, they did mixed this incredibly crazy drink, its called TABASCOKE. rofl! Coke + cheese + mushroom soup + tabasco + pepper + I DONT KNOW WHAT ELSE ROFL
ANd they drank it! Cuz they felt like doing it! That's freedom of expression XD and they had fun. But I dont know at what consequence though! haha! And sheng khang was the man la~! His words after drinking tabascoke..... "DAYUMMMMMMMMMMM~!!!!" RORLFMAO~! haha he's a pretty funny guy =)))
After that, went to fetch ruveena from the bus stop. Then fetched zaaina to taman tun, angus and vicky to lrt station. Then brought ruveena to my house, cuz I had to get back and change.
And she saw my doggy~!! She says he's cute too~! =)))
Yeah, he's pretty cute~! After that... I got changed, I didn't even bathe, no time... After I got changed, ruv said I looked good... ROFL~! I didn't expect that at all XD
And off we went to the installation dinner in Royal Club Selangor
TO BE HONEST, I didn't REALLY enjoy the place, with the exception of the food XD Why?
Because I couldn't totally be myself =) That's always, what's important for me =) You know, you have to shake hands with everyone, and act all formal, and that's totally just not me, I'm a playful guy who just loves to joke around and make people laugh XD
People who meet me there at the dinner must think I'm a serious guy! Ahhhh, oh well =) I couldn't really express myself freely
And I officially became the prawn peeler. For ruveena LOL!!! Enjoyed peeling the prawns for her =)))
BUT YOU KNOW ONE FUNNY THING HAPPENED.
I went to toilet to wash hand, cause I knew the next dish would be prawns. So I want to wash to get ready to peel mah.
Then then, I went back to the dining room. Then suddenly Mr Roland approach me... "DANNY! Doing a fine job eh? " THEN HE FRIGGGING SHOOOK MY HAND!!!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!
YES
HE
SHOOK
MY
HAND
HIS
HAND
SHOOK
MANY
OTHER
PEOPLE'S
HAND
!!!!!!!!!
lmao.... SO I went back to my seat... AND STARTED PEELING PRAWNS ANYWAY I HOPE I DONT GET A FRIGGING STOMACH ACHE TMR ROFLMAO!!!
I'm sure the prawns tasted better =))) you know they say dirty things taste better ^^
Maybe that's y mei hwei didn't want any of my prawns..... SHE PROBABLY WAS SCARED LOL!! HAHAHAHAH~!! but mei hwei~ It was my hand peeled prawns T_T HOW COULD YOU NOT EAT THEM?!?!!?!?!?!?!?!?
And heyyyy, I didn't fully graspy my hand la~ When he shook it~ my finger tips were still clean~!
Then, after dinner, fetched ruv home, and here I am once again =)))
Back home ^^ ahhh, what a day.. Tmr i'm climbing too...
I still believe
I'm still not brave enough to open up fully. To the few close friends I have. A part of me is still probably scared. But in time I'll learn to be able to express myself better, more freely, perhaps, so I don't have to be someone else in front of people I don't know anymore. And at certain times, my close friends too =)
Everyday. I think. It's a challege to ourselves. To become better, one way or another.
And eventhough now I still am unable to fully express myself, I'm still glad, I'm given a chance to be better, and well, maybe, I did improve a little bit in that area, compared to my old self =) 6 months ago, i wouldn't have expected my life to be like this right now.
6 months is a lot of time.
6 months from now, what would I be like? Where would I be? Will I be happy where I am?
You must wonder too.
p.s. actually ... before peeling the prawns... I didn't really wash my hands with soap... just water ROFL!!!!!! ahhhhhhh, im a dirty dirty boy =))) and i have some nail too =)
la la laaaaaaaa~~~~~~~!! ^^
p.p.s I must be crazy for pushing my body like this XD
Is exactly how I feel now. But I'm here blogging
It's funny.. I told my friend I would sleep, but... Here I am =)
Well, a lot of times in life were hypocrites anyway, so I'm forgiven this once, right? =)
I just had to express a few stuff about what happened the last few days
Thursday night, I attended a Mist Club event, held by my college, called Party Night with miss KBU
You know what? When I was dressing up, I just couldn't find the right choice of clothes. Everything I wore looked either bad or too normal. That's so not me! I took out formal shirt after formal shirt... THEN
I remembered. I had. A white. Jacket.!!!!!!!!
I haven't used it since last year. Man.. The things in our closet that we forget XD
AND that jacket went so well with my white skin tight pants!! =)))
And I wore a black formal shirt, with a black vest, the vest helped make my upper body more suitably matched with the lower portion , somehow =)))
Then I was like.. hmmmmmmmmm. I should definitely wear a tie..... something that goes with black and white......... red-DEFINITELY GREEEN~!!!! =)))
Yeah, so I had at least 3 people told me I looked like elvis presley XD
WHICH IS A COMPLIMENT OKAY STOP LAUGHING.
We hit the club, and after introducing all the miss KBU contestants, we started warming up the dance floor
ANDDDDDDD IT WAS DEFINITELY UNBELIEVABLY INCREDIBLY UNIMAGINABLY IMPOSSIBLY ONE HELLUVAAAA NIGHTTTTT =)))
Why? The DJ was aweseome =) the emcees were great =))) but most of all
We had fun. It's that simple =)
But for me, the reason why I had a great night was not just because of the music and friends etc
It was because in that place, I was around people, people who I can be myself with
That is, so important to me. More than anything.
Maybe in those days, I never saw the importance of friends. Because I was always alone, and I learnt to be alone, and bear with it. And eventually I got used to it.
Lately though, there are a few people who I became close to, and are important in my life. And I read of stories about friendship. How people really value their friends. I never really put much thought into it until now.
Around people those days, I was quiet, I could never be myself, I could never express myself, freely. I felt so caged, so locked, so lost. I really didn't understand why people around me couldn't accept me.
But to be totally honest, a part of me still feels afraid to be vulnerable to those close friends. It was probably because I had bad experiences with friends in those days. What if I got hurt again? What if I became a burden to them? Or if someday, they just, don't really care anymore? Probably is what goes on in the back of my mind
It's probably what holds me back most of the times, and it explains why, when I meet new people I don't immediately open up to them.
And sometimes, friends can't help but end up hurting one another, it's inevitable that humans make mistakes. Sometimes too late before they realize it.
But yesterday, was different =) I felt happy that I could dress up out of the ordinary, party like crazy, and dance like a monkey. And I don't even feel like there's really any reason to stop. Well, you watched step up 3, and they say dance is how you express yourself. Everyone's way of expressing themselves is different, and how they look at dance is different. It doesn't matter whether or not you can dance, when you dance it's still dancing.
So why hold back? Why not just dance your heart out? Live life. Express all that is kept and held within. You want to swing your arms? Do it. You want to lie on the dance floor? Do it. You want to just go crazy on the dance floor? Do it.
I did all 3 by the way =) I even went up on stage ahah!! First time the bouncer came and told me to get down. Looks like the stage is only reserved for girls. Second time was because a few friends of mine, went up the stage. And they pulled me up. THEN the bouncer came again and told me to get down. AHAHAA, my friends =) always getting me into trouble
there was even once I just out of a sudden while dancing, I dropped my back down to the floor and lifted both my legs up in the air and started air-cycling (kicking legs in air). It was crazyyyyyyyy =))) but it definitely felt good. And in my mind, I wasn't thinking about what others would think, I was just thinking about being happy and doing what I wanted to do ^^
Expression is everything. I can't live happily if I'm restricted from expressing myself. That was why it was a pretty good night for me =))) I enjoyed.
YOU KNOW WHAT!? Even after that, I went to the mamak. Ordered water and shared, and some milk =) did you know the susu ais in mamak's are sweet? Love it =) but a bit fattening la... its worth paying rm1.50 for it IMO XD
During the mamak my friend held the video cam up, and asked me, how are you feeling?
Without thinking. I just said. "I feel AWESOME!" and I poured the rest of the ice water in my cup onto my head.
AND I REALLY FELT AWESOME AFTER DOING THAT!!! It was. Simply. Freedom of expression =) Doing something you feel like doing. Letting your heart speak for itself.
My friends thought I was crazy of course! Haha! Maybe!! But I was also, expressing myself freely =) and I believe everyone should.
I went home. I had a bathe. I went to bed =) But I didn't really sleep well!
And yesterday, friday night, I slept quite late, was chatting up a friend about important things =))) today, woke up LATE. Arrived 30 mins later, had a rehearsal to attend in college
I was SO dead since this morning... Clubbing literally killed me, I didn't get much sleep that day and yesterday aha!!
Man, my body is retaliating against me now for blogging. But my heart wants to. I must express myself, It's a need , not just for me, but everyone =)
After the grand opening rehearsal, we went to pizza hut ,about 15 of us
And yeah! the maldivian friends I have, they did mixed this incredibly crazy drink, its called TABASCOKE. rofl! Coke + cheese + mushroom soup + tabasco + pepper + I DONT KNOW WHAT ELSE ROFL
ANd they drank it! Cuz they felt like doing it! That's freedom of expression XD and they had fun. But I dont know at what consequence though! haha! And sheng khang was the man la~! His words after drinking tabascoke..... "DAYUMMMMMMMMMMM~!!!!" RORLFMAO~! haha he's a pretty funny guy =)))
After that, went to fetch ruveena from the bus stop. Then fetched zaaina to taman tun, angus and vicky to lrt station. Then brought ruveena to my house, cuz I had to get back and change.
And she saw my doggy~!! She says he's cute too~! =)))
Yeah, he's pretty cute~! After that... I got changed, I didn't even bathe, no time... After I got changed, ruv said I looked good... ROFL~! I didn't expect that at all XD
And off we went to the installation dinner in Royal Club Selangor
TO BE HONEST, I didn't REALLY enjoy the place, with the exception of the food XD Why?
Because I couldn't totally be myself =) That's always, what's important for me =) You know, you have to shake hands with everyone, and act all formal, and that's totally just not me, I'm a playful guy who just loves to joke around and make people laugh XD
People who meet me there at the dinner must think I'm a serious guy! Ahhhh, oh well =) I couldn't really express myself freely
And I officially became the prawn peeler. For ruveena LOL!!! Enjoyed peeling the prawns for her =)))
BUT YOU KNOW ONE FUNNY THING HAPPENED.
I went to toilet to wash hand, cause I knew the next dish would be prawns. So I want to wash to get ready to peel mah.
Then then, I went back to the dining room. Then suddenly Mr Roland approach me... "DANNY! Doing a fine job eh? " THEN HE FRIGGGING SHOOOK MY HAND!!!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!
YES
HE
SHOOK
MY
HAND
HIS
HAND
SHOOK
MANY
OTHER
PEOPLE'S
HAND
!!!!!!!!!
lmao.... SO I went back to my seat... AND STARTED PEELING PRAWNS ANYWAY I HOPE I DONT GET A FRIGGING STOMACH ACHE TMR ROFLMAO!!!
I'm sure the prawns tasted better =))) you know they say dirty things taste better ^^
Maybe that's y mei hwei didn't want any of my prawns..... SHE PROBABLY WAS SCARED LOL!! HAHAHAHAH~!! but mei hwei~ It was my hand peeled prawns T_T HOW COULD YOU NOT EAT THEM?!?!!?!?!?!?!?!?
And heyyyy, I didn't fully graspy my hand la~ When he shook it~ my finger tips were still clean~!
Then, after dinner, fetched ruv home, and here I am once again =)))
Back home ^^ ahhh, what a day.. Tmr i'm climbing too...
I still believe
I'm still not brave enough to open up fully. To the few close friends I have. A part of me is still probably scared. But in time I'll learn to be able to express myself better, more freely, perhaps, so I don't have to be someone else in front of people I don't know anymore. And at certain times, my close friends too =)
Everyday. I think. It's a challege to ourselves. To become better, one way or another.
And eventhough now I still am unable to fully express myself, I'm still glad, I'm given a chance to be better, and well, maybe, I did improve a little bit in that area, compared to my old self =) 6 months ago, i wouldn't have expected my life to be like this right now.
6 months is a lot of time.
6 months from now, what would I be like? Where would I be? Will I be happy where I am?
You must wonder too.
p.s. actually ... before peeling the prawns... I didn't really wash my hands with soap... just water ROFL!!!!!! ahhhhhhh, im a dirty dirty boy =))) and i have some nail too =)
la la laaaaaaaa~~~~~~~!! ^^
p.p.s I must be crazy for pushing my body like this XD
Monday, September 13, 2010
Salad Day =)))
Hmmm, how today started.............. OMG ANGUS I HAD TO WAKE UP EARLY BECAUSE OF YOU *($@&(@*!#^&!@)!&@#@(&^&!@#(!@&#)!&(&!@
ahhhh.... sadness, super super tired now =))) but i somehow feel like blogging. Then tmr im so dead when im gonna wake up for meeting again... argh
woke up at 9........ fetch angus then go college.... then talk talk talk do some work.... then go mcd tapau and head to mist club around 2. Met the guy in charge, saw the place layout, then we headed back to KBU
Then fetched angus back to lrt.... then I went home, watched some TV for a bit, facebook abit... AND THEN, went to jog =)))
You know what... on the way back, got this old lady with two dogs, and the dogs came near me and lick me leh =)))
I really love dogs... and they didn't bite me =))) I don't know, even last week, got another owner in the park, his dog came near me but didnt bite me but got lick me a bit XDDDD
usually they dont bite =) and for some reasons dogs like to come near me laa... hehe maybe I abit perasan XDDD
And my doggy also quite manja punya.... Always hv to manja him roflmao. My only regret is that its a male HAHAHAAAHAHA~!!!! =)))
BUTTTT i really love dogs laaaa XD I discovered early this year
THEY SO CUTEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!! =)))
Sorry, I have a soft spot for dogs okay =)))
JUST LIKE THAT DAMNED PRAIRIE DOG IN MY PREVIOUS POST OMFG HE'S JUST SO CUTE ITS A FREAKING CRIMEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!~~~~
Dogs... hahaha!!
Anyhow, after jogging, went back, eat some tou fu fa, bathe, then go mid valleyyyyyy
Friend's birthday =)))
YOU KNOW WHAT. WE ATE IN ALEXIS.
AND I ORDERED SALAD.
IT WAS THE BIGGEST MISTAKE IN MY LIFE.PERIODDDDDDDDD. XDDDD
hahahhhaha!! yea some of my friends are like.. you go alexis you order SALAD?!?!?
hey... It's one of the cheapest food there rolfmao... I WAS KIAMSIAP-ING OKAY!! DONT BLAME MEEEEE >.<
One club sandwhich rm20 okay i ain't paying that much XDDDDD the salad was rm12... OKAY LA MAYBE I SHOULD'VE PAID RM8 MORE FOR THE FRIGGING CLUB SANDWHICH
YOU KNOW WHY?!?!?! YOU KNOW WHY??!?!?!?!?!?!!!??!?!!?!?!
CAUSE THE SALAD WAS OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG IT WAS HELLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL~!!!!!!
There was one of the vegetables in it... i think... it was egg plant... IT TASTED HORRENDOUSSSSSSSSS!!! SO DAMN BITTER!! WHAT IS THAT??!?!? IS IT EVEN EDIBLE?!?!?!?!?!
and the rest of the stuff was either A LITTLE bitter or did not have taste..
THE THING IN THAT SALAD BOWL THAT WAS WORTH EATING WAS THE LITTLE PIECES OF GODLIKE ORANGES OKAY!!!!!!!!! *pant*pant*
So now you see im online raging about my experience with salad in Alexis XD
Okay, the rest of the food there seemed pretty decent, BUT THE SALAD OH GOSH. SOMEONE SHOOT MEEEEEEEEEEE~!!
I ended up only finishing about half of that salad bowl... Even my friend was telling me.... Don't force it la... zomg... I can see you can't go on much longer XD
SERIOUSLY!! EVERYTIME I EAT ONE PIECE OF THE SALAD I RISK EATING THE STUPID EGG PLANT!!!!! I always forget how it looks like. CAN YOU BELIEVE THAT?!?!?! and once i put it in my mouth and chew OHHHHHHHH THE TASTE BABY THE TASTEEEEEEEE
I had to drink water everytime i put one of those motherf*****s in my mouth. LOL
Okay la... Alexis was expensive... BUT AT LEAST THE WATER WAS FREE!! XDDDD
Drank 4 glasses thanks to me OH-SO-AWESOME salad XDDDD
Man, didn't think it felt so good to rage over it on my blog XDDDD
Okay laaaa, it wasn't THATTTTTTTTT bad.... Cayenne ordered the same as me and she finished it.... KUDOS TO YOUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU~!!! I can't believe you did it.... YOU COULDVE HELPED FINISH MINE~!!!!!
Like seriously... Those eggplants are badass mother*******s I don't know how ppl can put them in soup and boil it man.
Have I ever cursed so badly on this here blog? ROFLMAO XD Dont think I have. That's how bad my experience with the salad was.
Now I know.. YOU CANT EAT SALAD IN FINE DINING OR HIGH CLASS AREAS THE MORE HIGHER THE CLASS THE MORE RAW THE SALAD SEEMS TO BE IT WAS LIKE THEY JUST PLUCKED IT FROM THEIR GARDEN AND PUT IT ON MY PLATE OR SOMETHING?!?!?!?!?!?!?! ZOMGGGGGGGG
Did I just write 10++ paragraphs on my salad experience? Oh yes I did, AND IM LOVING EVERY WORD OF IT MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAH SUE MEEEEEEEEEEEEEE~!!! XDXD
SOrry, got carried away... But really , if you ever go alexis REFRAIN FROM ordering the salad unless your a herbivor like IM SERIOUS.
Overall the dinner was good =))) had some nice laughs. Got HIT by Bianca again. (ohhhhh its becoming a norm now thanks to the whole god-like slave thing THANKS TO I WONDER WHOOOOOOOO) so yea.. everything seemed normal =))))
And and... After thatttt, had group photo etc etc. Man those nuffnang bloggers sure are something.... CAMERAS AFTER CAMERAS FLASHING THE WHOLE DINNER MAN ZOMG. Those bloggers sure were enthusiastic about taking pics.
Can't blame them since they're like hardcore bloggers XD I didn't even like bother to promote this here blog XD its just a hobby ahaha... don't really want to get serious about it XD it takes effort and commitment yoo~~!! Ain't easy =))) I'm lazy to update it regularly
And we all had to introduce ourselves during the dinner
"erm.. what do i say ah... haha... I'm danny siah, i like green....... and.............
IM VERY HORNY"
MUAHAHAHAAHAHAHHAA~!!!! =)))) yeah baby~ that's how i roll~~~ :D
Well, don't know la, they asked for something random about myself, wonder if that was random enough hrmmmmm =)))
Anyhow, IN conclusion DONT EVER TRY THE SALAD IN ALEXIS UNLESS YOUR SOME FREAKISHLY MONSTROUS VEGETARIAN *ahem*vivian*ahem*
And yeah, came back, ATE MILO and BISCUIT, suggested by cayenne =))) and it was exactly what i did CUZ I PRACTICALLY DID NOT HAVE DINNER ZOMGGGGGG~!!!
Thennn, came online, did some stuff, realized some stuff, and will do my best to do what's right =))))
Life is about choices. And I just had to make another one today =)))
And for the record... I MADE THE CHOICE NOT TO EAT SALAD ANYMORE IN ALEXIS AND I'LL MAKE SURE I'LL GO AND BURN ALL THE EGG PLANT FARMS ALL OVER THE WORLD HOHohoHoHOhoHOHOOHOHH~!!!
Okay I think i seriously lack of sleep... roflmao.... I should go now before I get any crazier and end up in the mental hospital... TATAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA~~~!!
p.s. not tartar sauce XDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
p.p.s its the first time i blogged about my entire day experience without any pics whatsoever. INTESRSTING!
ahhhh.... sadness, super super tired now =))) but i somehow feel like blogging. Then tmr im so dead when im gonna wake up for meeting again... argh
woke up at 9........ fetch angus then go college.... then talk talk talk do some work.... then go mcd tapau and head to mist club around 2. Met the guy in charge, saw the place layout, then we headed back to KBU
Then fetched angus back to lrt.... then I went home, watched some TV for a bit, facebook abit... AND THEN, went to jog =)))
You know what... on the way back, got this old lady with two dogs, and the dogs came near me and lick me leh =)))
I really love dogs... and they didn't bite me =))) I don't know, even last week, got another owner in the park, his dog came near me but didnt bite me but got lick me a bit XDDDD
usually they dont bite =) and for some reasons dogs like to come near me laa... hehe maybe I abit perasan XDDD
And my doggy also quite manja punya.... Always hv to manja him roflmao. My only regret is that its a male HAHAHAAAHAHA~!!!! =)))
BUTTTT i really love dogs laaaa XD I discovered early this year
THEY SO CUTEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!! =)))
Sorry, I have a soft spot for dogs okay =)))
JUST LIKE THAT DAMNED PRAIRIE DOG IN MY PREVIOUS POST OMFG HE'S JUST SO CUTE ITS A FREAKING CRIMEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!~~~~
Dogs... hahaha!!
Anyhow, after jogging, went back, eat some tou fu fa, bathe, then go mid valleyyyyyy
Friend's birthday =)))
YOU KNOW WHAT. WE ATE IN ALEXIS.
AND I ORDERED SALAD.
IT WAS THE BIGGEST MISTAKE IN MY LIFE.PERIODDDDDDDDD. XDDDD
hahahhhaha!! yea some of my friends are like.. you go alexis you order SALAD?!?!?
hey... It's one of the cheapest food there rolfmao... I WAS KIAMSIAP-ING OKAY!! DONT BLAME MEEEEE >.<
One club sandwhich rm20 okay i ain't paying that much XDDDDD the salad was rm12... OKAY LA MAYBE I SHOULD'VE PAID RM8 MORE FOR THE FRIGGING CLUB SANDWHICH
YOU KNOW WHY?!?!?! YOU KNOW WHY??!?!?!?!?!?!!!??!?!!?!?!
CAUSE THE SALAD WAS OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG IT WAS HELLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL~!!!!!!
There was one of the vegetables in it... i think... it was egg plant... IT TASTED HORRENDOUSSSSSSSSS!!! SO DAMN BITTER!! WHAT IS THAT??!?!? IS IT EVEN EDIBLE?!?!?!?!?!
and the rest of the stuff was either A LITTLE bitter or did not have taste..
THE THING IN THAT SALAD BOWL THAT WAS WORTH EATING WAS THE LITTLE PIECES OF GODLIKE ORANGES OKAY!!!!!!!!! *pant*pant*
So now you see im online raging about my experience with salad in Alexis XD
Okay, the rest of the food there seemed pretty decent, BUT THE SALAD OH GOSH. SOMEONE SHOOT MEEEEEEEEEEE~!!
I ended up only finishing about half of that salad bowl... Even my friend was telling me.... Don't force it la... zomg... I can see you can't go on much longer XD
SERIOUSLY!! EVERYTIME I EAT ONE PIECE OF THE SALAD I RISK EATING THE STUPID EGG PLANT!!!!! I always forget how it looks like. CAN YOU BELIEVE THAT?!?!?! and once i put it in my mouth and chew OHHHHHHHH THE TASTE BABY THE TASTEEEEEEEE
I had to drink water everytime i put one of those motherf*****s in my mouth. LOL
Okay la... Alexis was expensive... BUT AT LEAST THE WATER WAS FREE!! XDDDD
Drank 4 glasses thanks to me OH-SO-AWESOME salad XDDDD
Man, didn't think it felt so good to rage over it on my blog XDDDD
Okay laaaa, it wasn't THATTTTTTTTT bad.... Cayenne ordered the same as me and she finished it.... KUDOS TO YOUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU~!!! I can't believe you did it.... YOU COULDVE HELPED FINISH MINE~!!!!!
Like seriously... Those eggplants are badass mother*******s I don't know how ppl can put them in soup and boil it man.
Have I ever cursed so badly on this here blog? ROFLMAO XD Dont think I have. That's how bad my experience with the salad was.
Now I know.. YOU CANT EAT SALAD IN FINE DINING OR HIGH CLASS AREAS THE MORE HIGHER THE CLASS THE MORE RAW THE SALAD SEEMS TO BE IT WAS LIKE THEY JUST PLUCKED IT FROM THEIR GARDEN AND PUT IT ON MY PLATE OR SOMETHING?!?!?!?!?!?!?! ZOMGGGGGGGG
Did I just write 10++ paragraphs on my salad experience? Oh yes I did, AND IM LOVING EVERY WORD OF IT MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAH SUE MEEEEEEEEEEEEEE~!!! XDXD
SOrry, got carried away... But really , if you ever go alexis REFRAIN FROM ordering the salad unless your a herbivor like IM SERIOUS.
Overall the dinner was good =))) had some nice laughs. Got HIT by Bianca again. (ohhhhh its becoming a norm now thanks to the whole god-like slave thing THANKS TO I WONDER WHOOOOOOOO) so yea.. everything seemed normal =))))
And and... After thatttt, had group photo etc etc. Man those nuffnang bloggers sure are something.... CAMERAS AFTER CAMERAS FLASHING THE WHOLE DINNER MAN ZOMG. Those bloggers sure were enthusiastic about taking pics.
Can't blame them since they're like hardcore bloggers XD I didn't even like bother to promote this here blog XD its just a hobby ahaha... don't really want to get serious about it XD it takes effort and commitment yoo~~!! Ain't easy =))) I'm lazy to update it regularly
And we all had to introduce ourselves during the dinner
"erm.. what do i say ah... haha... I'm danny siah, i like green....... and.............
IM VERY HORNY"
MUAHAHAHAAHAHAHHAA~!!!! =)))) yeah baby~ that's how i roll~~~ :D
Well, don't know la, they asked for something random about myself, wonder if that was random enough hrmmmmm =)))
Anyhow, IN conclusion DONT EVER TRY THE SALAD IN ALEXIS UNLESS YOUR SOME FREAKISHLY MONSTROUS VEGETARIAN *ahem*vivian*ahem*
And yeah, came back, ATE MILO and BISCUIT, suggested by cayenne =))) and it was exactly what i did CUZ I PRACTICALLY DID NOT HAVE DINNER ZOMGGGGGG~!!!
Thennn, came online, did some stuff, realized some stuff, and will do my best to do what's right =))))
Life is about choices. And I just had to make another one today =)))
And for the record... I MADE THE CHOICE NOT TO EAT SALAD ANYMORE IN ALEXIS AND I'LL MAKE SURE I'LL GO AND BURN ALL THE EGG PLANT FARMS ALL OVER THE WORLD HOHohoHoHOhoHOHOOHOHH~!!!
Okay I think i seriously lack of sleep... roflmao.... I should go now before I get any crazier and end up in the mental hospital... TATAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA~~~!!
p.s. not tartar sauce XDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
p.p.s its the first time i blogged about my entire day experience without any pics whatsoever. INTESRSTING!
Sunday, September 5, 2010
Ipoh Trip PART TWOOOOOOOOO~!!
HEYAAAAAAA~~~!! ITS ME AGAINNNN~!!
Sooooo, thanks to bianchi-chan~~ I'm here to blog about my Ipoh trip part 2!
I was actually too lazy to blog... butttt, you know...
me : should i update my blog about ipoh trip?
bianca : YESSSS!! you should~~!
me : okay... I shall go...
bianca : GOOD!!
me : *watches anime instead*
bianca : GO UPDATE YOUR BLOG NOW!!
me : hahahah! your like my mom telling me to do my hw~!
bianca : GOOD boy =)))
oh bianca~~ you so so love to torture me as well~ so here goes =)))
Ahhhhh, we went to this place call michaelangelo's pizzeria...LONG NAME RIGHT!! ZOMG!! But it's the only pizza place where they cook the pizza
in some kinda huge burner, it's a small place but the pizza is different from usual =)))
Random =)))
hahaha~~! XD they told me i look like god of gambler with this hairstyle roflmao
We were all pretty hungry
The pizza is kind of unique you can actually havehalf of it one flavour, and the other half another flavour
Among all personally the blue cheese one was the best!! XDDDD
so actually on 2 pizzas we tried 4 different flavours XDDD
AWESOMEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE~!
It's a pretty unique way of cooking, supposedly no where else inMalaysia do they make pizza this way XD
The dude is like tossing pizza flour like roti canai XD
After that, we went to mamak, to watch football
Well actually, wayne was the one who wanted to watch XDDDD
It was SERIOUSLY funnnn!! :D
We played a few games involving poker cards, it was seriously seriously funny
In the end I got punished to sing poker face, and bianca got punished to sing
"you belong with me'
Bwahahahhahaha!!! She sounded like a kid XD and it was even recorded
But since I don't want to die I won't post up the link here
p.s. I personally edited her music video XD
I also had my poker face video... for some reason, a lot of people got de shock of their
lives listening to it
p.s. it was dwayne who edited my music video and bianca who posted it on fb... teamwork much???????????? GAHHHHHHH~!! >.<
If you really want it go ask my friends laaa XD i think some of them got the link
After mamak, we went home, recorded the two songs... and then..... We watched....
OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGG~!!! WE WATCHED ORPHAN!!!!!
THIS SHOW IS SO DAMN SCARYYYYY
It's about this 9 years old serial killer girl...
Me, dwayne, angus, bianca and mei hwei watched
THERE WERE SO MANY TIMES IN THE MOVIE I WAS HUGGING DWAYNE~~~!!!
IM WAS SO SCARED~!!!!!
and this movie had a twist XD at the ending
Phei fang was not with us that night XD she went back to her grandparent's place in taiping haha~!
She should hv watched this with us man XDDD was damn fun
Dwayne... your body feels nice
After that, we went to bed...
This time i was the one supposed to sleep next to the door
Damn la dwayne, you suppose to sleep next to the door
THE DOOR DAMN CREEPY OKAY!!!!! I SERIOUSLY DAMN TAKUT >.<
SOOOOOO, in the end, i sleep closer to dwayne and angus
Roflmao.... In the end angus nearly no space to sleep XD he was next to the wall
This time we fell asleep quite fast XD but 3 of us were on 2 mattresses la...
It was a very good night =))) and scary... roflmao
NEXT MORNINGGGGGGGGGG~!!!!!! we went to LOST WORLD OF TAMBUNNNN :DDDD
This the entrace XDDD I wanted to climb onto the top of the cat
But Wayne din allow roflmao
Aiz, Sorry laaaa, i thrill seeker ma XD don't blame me for being adventurous XDXD
I probably will get myself killed one day though
PAI SEH XDXD
LOL, it was puasa time so the place was PRETTY emptyWHICH IS A GOOD THINGGGGG :D:D:DD::DDDD
HMMMMMM, feels exactly like genting's one XD
We took the train after that... Too damn lazy to jalan XD
This is tiger valley, but the show only starts around 4 or 5
TIGERRRRRR~!!!!! :DDDDDDD
Did you know there are only around 5000-7500 tigers left in the world?And that one tiger around 300kg averagely?? WTH RIGHT!?!?!?!
Im like 68.5kg (not fat okay.. DAMN THIN OKAY)
SOooo, its like.... 4 of me?? 68.5 x 4 = 274kg
Around there gua XDDDD
SWANSSSSSSSSSSS
DWAYNE + SWANSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS!!! and my bottle XDXD
Caveeeeeee :D
THE PETTING ZOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOoo~!!! We had quite an experience here
ITS ZE RACOONSSSSSSSSSS~!!!
RACOONS ARE SERIOUSLY CUTEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE~!!! >
Monkeys on the other hand... trouble makers... zzz.. will explain later
Hmmm, they say parrots could bite ur finger off
OKAAY~!! FOr the record... I REALLY HATE THIS MONKEY IN PARTICULAR
What happened was, dwayne held his hand out to the monkey
So I did the same, he grabbed my finger...
AND HE F***ING CLINGED TO MY HAND AND WOULDN'T LET GO!!
OMG THANKS GIVING DINNER MANNNn
Though its a chicken and not a turkey, IT CERTAINLY LOOKS DELICIOUS
Hamster!! XD i think
Peacock~!!! I dont know y gooses and peacocks dont like me
ITS ZE RACOONSSSSSSSSSS~!!!
RACOONS ARE SERIOUSLY CUTEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE~!!! >Too bad Ruby was pregnant so we couldn't see her, this was another racoon XDXD
BUT THEY ARE SO FRIGGINGLY CUTEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE~!!! >.<
Monkeys on the other hand... trouble makers... zzz.. will explain later
Hmmm, they say parrots could bite ur finger off
OKAAY~!! FOr the record... I REALLY HATE THIS MONKEY IN PARTICULARWhat happened was, dwayne held his hand out to the monkey
So I did the same, he grabbed my finger...
AND HE F***ING CLINGED TO MY HAND AND WOULDN'T LET GO!!*($!&@*(#^!*!&#^!@#&^!@&#@!#!_@*#!*@#@!*#(
IN THE END IT GRABBED MY RABBIT FOOD and climbed up
IT WAS SO DAMN SCARY OKAY. I TOT IT WOULD BITE MY FINGER OFFFFFF!!!
i didnt know that monkeys could eat rabbit food
The guard came and scolded me... there was actually a sign saying...
"do not touch or feed the monkey"
ROFLMAO
DWANYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE~!!!!
Im so unlucky T_T
OMG THANKS GIVING DINNER MANNNnThough its a chicken and not a turkey, IT CERTAINLY LOOKS DELICIOUS
Never seen one so big before!!
Hamster!! XD i think
Peacock~!!! I dont know y gooses and peacocks dont like meI really dont know y. What did I do to them!?!?!?!?!
CATSSSSSSSSSSS!!!
CATSSSSSSSSSSS!!!Wild cats, they're in the jungle punya. Just their fur looks different though
Hmmmmmm, you can keep wild cats as pets, I din kow that XD
Hmmmmmm, you can keep wild cats as pets, I din kow that XDWell I know enough wild cats already la so haha XD no THANKS!
Group photo XD TOO bad ccf wasn't there XDXD
The zoo was much bigger than I thought
We can actually TOUCH these goats XDDDD
Oh yea, I'm born in the year of goat XD
When I was young I was confused whether I was born in the year of horse or goat
MEI HWEI + PRAIRIE DOGS!!
PRAIRIE DOGS OR HOWEVER YOU SPELL IT ARE SO FRIGGINGLY CUTEEEEEEEEEEE
Ever seen this? Its so scary. I tot you can actually walk on that green stuff XD
Group photo XD TOO bad ccf wasn't there XDXD
The zoo was much bigger than I thought
We can actually TOUCH these goats XDDDDMaybe that's y it's called a petting zo
Geez Im soooo blurrr XDDDD
Oh yea, I'm born in the year of goat XD
When I was young I was confused whether I was born in the year of horse or goatBut Now i discovered is probably goat. I was born around chinese new year time so im not ACTUALLY sure, but it's probably goat XDXD
Should I keep my beard just like this goat? HAHA :D
MEI HWEI + PRAIRIE DOGS!!PRAIRIE DOGS OR HOWEVER YOU SPELL IT ARE SO FRIGGINGLY CUTEEEEEEEEEEE
Ever seen this? Its so scary. I tot you can actually walk on that green stuff XD
It turns out to be some kind of moss roflmao
INTERESTING!!! :D
ITS THE PRARIE DOG!! ITS SO CUTEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
INTERESTING!!! :D
ITS THE PRARIE DOG!! ITS SO CUTEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEELOOK AT ITS ROUND ASS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
OMGGGGGGGGGGGG SO CUTEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
OMGOMGMGOGOMGOMGOMGOMGOGMOGMOMOMG *fans self*
EVEN CUTENESS SHOULD HAVE ITS LIMITS!!!! XDDDDDD
I haven't seen anything cuter than this I THINK!!!!!
Dwayne... I'm not gonna put my hand in this time.. O.o
Porcupine!!! Danger danger.. XD
Andddd were back to the swimming area~! It was SOOOOO HAWT
Yeah, you should try being burried under hot sand under hot sun =))))
ROXXORRRRR XD
This pic is.... weird....
You know... the water is very very NICE
It feels soft... unlike the desa water park water, which felt so.. muddy and dirty
THIS ONE THE WATER IS ACTUALLY SO NICE AND SOFT AND SMOOTH~!
Goal?
YEAAAAAAA~!!! I haven't done this in so long XD
OMGGGGGGGGGGGG SO CUTEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
OMGOMGMGOGOMGOMGOMGOMGOGMOGMOMOMG *fans self*
EVEN CUTENESS SHOULD HAVE ITS LIMITS!!!! XDDDDDDI haven't seen anything cuter than this I THINK!!!!!
Dwayne... I'm not gonna put my hand in this time.. O.o
Porcupine!!! Danger danger.. XD
Andddd were back to the swimming area~! It was SOOOOO HAWT
Yeah, you should try being burried under hot sand under hot sun =))))ROXXORRRRR XD
This pic is.... weird....
You know... the water is very very NICEIt feels soft... unlike the desa water park water, which felt so.. muddy and dirty
THIS ONE THE WATER IS ACTUALLY SO NICE AND SOFT AND SMOOTH~!
I can seriously glide through it XD
btw nice jumpshot angus :P
Goal?
YEAAAAAAA~!!! I haven't done this in so long XDGot water in my nose though roflmao
I swaer the water is damn nice XD
AIYO POSER LAAAAAAAAAAAA~!! hahaha~!
I swaer the water is damn nice XD
AIYO POSER LAAAAAAAAAAAA~!! hahaha~!I ALSO CAN POSE LAAAA~!!!
erm... LOL
POSE AGAIN!?!?!? I ALSO...
can... O.o
can?!?!?!?! =.=
WHY ALL MY PICTURES LIKE THIS ONE?!?!?!?!?!
.... nvm ...... i just fang shui only today!! >.<>
... forget what i said... lol....
J-U-M-P-S-H-O-T~!!! :D
OOOOOoooooooh =))))
REACH FOR THE STARS BABEHHHH~!!! told ya I can pose XDXD
LOL~
Head stand is counted as posing OKAY~! XD
YEAHHHHHHHHHHH I LOOK COOL......
You win.... FOR NOW
THIS AIN'T OVERRRRR XD
.......... *cracks knuckles*
HOT SPRINGSSSS :DDDDDD
I actually held my breath for about a minute. THAT'S ACTUALLY VERY GOOD FOR MYSELF XDDDDDD
Not a very good swimmer XD
hahaha
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA its my revenge? of somesort? I actually help you ruin
erm... LOL
POSE AGAIN!?!?!? I ALSO...
can... O.o
can?!?!?!?! =.=
WHY ALL MY PICTURES LIKE THIS ONE?!?!?!?!?!
.... nvm ...... i just fang shui only today!! >.<>
... forget what i said... lol....
J-U-M-P-S-H-O-T~!!! :D
OOOOOoooooooh =))))
REACH FOR THE STARS BABEHHHH~!!! told ya I can pose XDXD
LOL~Head stand is counted as posing OKAY~! XD
YEAHHHHHHHHHHH I LOOK COOL...... LOLOOLOLOLOLOL HAHAHAHAHAA~!!!
Okay laaaa, boleh tahan la XDDDD
You win.... FOR NOW
THIS AIN'T OVERRRRR XD
.......... *cracks knuckles*
HOT SPRINGSSSS :DDDDDDI actually held my breath for about a minute. THAT'S ACTUALLY VERY GOOD FOR MYSELF XDDDDDD
Not a very good swimmer XD
hahaha
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA its my revenge? of somesort? I actually help you ruinthe picture :PPPPP
ROFLMAO~!!!! no comment XD
MAN I WAS SO TEMPTED TO GO AND PULL HIS LEG ARGHHHHHHH~!!!
I wonder who stopped me O.o
DWAYNEEEE playing volley ball =)))
he said the other players damn noob. Roflmao XDDD
But dwayne was seriously not feeling well so we drop by the chinese kedai runcit to get
GROWN UPS BABEHHHHH~!!!!
ROFLMAO~!!!! no comment XD
MAN I WAS SO TEMPTED TO GO AND PULL HIS LEG ARGHHHHHHH~!!!I wonder who stopped me O.o
DWAYNEEEE playing volley ball =)))he said the other players damn noob. Roflmao XDDD
hahah~! next time we play laaa =))) bring our own ball lol
After that, we met with phei fang outside tambun~!! SHE CAME BACKKKK :DDDD
Then we went to eat some duck rice :DDDDDDDD
Was pretty good =)))
But they say duck meat poisonous or somethinggg
I dont know XD
But dwayne was seriously not feeling well so we drop by the chinese kedai runcit to get
some weird medicine
Dont know what it's called XD
AFTER THATTTTTT, we went to jusco. and we watched......
GROWN UPS BABEHHHHH~!!!!
THIS SHOW WAS SO FREAKINGLY FUNNEHHHHHHHHH~!! XDDDD
It's very very very very funnnyyyyyyyyy
Roflmao
Whole movie laughing XD
Usually adam sandler movies, you can't go wrong laaa XDDDD
ITS A HAPPY MADISON PRODUCTION BABEH~!!!!
If you haven't watched it go DOWNLOAD IT FOR PETE'S SAKE!!!! :DDDD
Totally worth watching IMO when you have a bad day =)))
After finishing the show, we were all so hyper cuz we were like... after laughing roflmao XDDD
Then we went to eat some hor hee for fun or something like that XDDD
I forgot what it was called
And we had this SUPER NICE DRINK!!! I DONT KNOW WHAT IT'S CALLED
Wayne intro'd to me... IT WAS SERIOUSLY NICEEEEEEE~~~!! Should go back for it next time XDDD
GOLDEN COLOUR PUNYA!~~~ ROFLMAO~!!!
Then we went back... and we watched another movie~~~ this time in the house XDDD
MURDERERRRRRR~!! by aaron kwok XDD
MURDERERRRRRR~!! by aaron kwok XDDIt had NOOOOOO ENGLISH SUBTITLES WTF?!?!?!?!?!?!?!!?!??!?!?!??!?!?!!?
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
YOU KNOW HOW SAD I WAS?!?!?!? I DIDNT UNDERSTAND 60% OF THE
MOVIEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE~!!!!!! T_T
ahhhhhhh, sadness....
But anyhow, the story is similar to orphan roflmao, the twist la at least XDDDD
BIANCA SAID SHE WOULD TRANSLTE FOR ME BUT IN THE END SHE FELL ASLEEP WHILE WATCHING THE MOVIEEEEEEEEE~!!!!!!
And the starting of the movie was kinda creepy la lol
After that, we went to sleep XD around 2am, had to sleep immdeiately
Cuz next morning... had to have at 7am
SOOOO we woke up, got ready.... and then we went for breakfast one last time =)))
Went to eat at some kopitiam =))) decent food =)))
AND THENNNN we went to tapau salted chicken for angus
He told me the salted chicken still in his fridge nowl... ROFLMAO
EAT THE DAMN CHICKEN ANGUS
hahahaha~!!!
And then we drove back, left around 9.15, reached around 11.30
NOT BAD MY DRIVING XDDDDD
was quite.. hahaha, nvm, don't want to mention lol..
BUTTTT, it was pretty syiok XD we reached home damn fastttt :D
OVERALL I SERIOUSLY ENJOYED THIS IPOHHHH TRIPPPPPPPPPPPPP~!!!
IT WAS THE BOMBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBB~!!!!
No regrets mannn =))))
It was such good time spent with my friends =))))
Sent phei fang home, then sent dwayne and angus to college for their meeting with the
management
So busy~!!!
Then my mom had to ask me to fetch school kids, emergency, so I couldn't fetch bianca home until after that
Fetched her home, then came back, and, I can't remember what I did after that haha!! maybe I went to sleep XDDD
I FEEL HAPPYYYYY~!! reminiscing old times
It'll be memories I'll remember forever =))))
Before I.... Nevermind, nothing =)))
But that's all for now :DDD
I hope that you guys enjoyed reading my post
I enjoyed this, so very much =)))
I hope everyone has a good day =))) and may you guys be able to have
such a fun trip as this if you are ever going ipoh~!!! :DDDDD
CIAOOOZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ~~!! ^^